GraybeardGhost
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Rotten outside, dead inside, surrounded by mountains I can't climb and pains I can't endure. I don't know if I can go on much longer, and I don't know why I should.
How are you feeling?
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I don't really know. Guess I feel detached from and numb to everything around me. :sad: Ah feel like my life is just a never-ending struggle, day in, day out. There's no time to just sit, relax or even thoughtful reflection.
I don't even get anything out of opening up to family anymore, since they are convinced I'm lying when I do. Since, to them, my life so perfect, what do I struggle with? Apparently, mental health issues don't count. :sad:
I've got so much to do, and yet no motivation to actually do the things I need and want to do.
:idontknow:
Yet I feel awful for putting myself ahead of my family. I suppose conflicted would be a better way of describing how ah feel as of late.
I don't even get anything out of opening up to family anymore, since they are convinced I'm lying when I do. Since, to them, my life so perfect, what do I struggle with? Apparently, mental health issues don't count. :sad:
I've got so much to do, and yet no motivation to actually do the things I need and want to do.
:idontknow: Yet I feel awful for putting myself ahead of my family. I suppose conflicted would be a better way of describing how ah feel as of late.
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Ah, the blame game, huh? Aye, my mum tends to do this to me quite a lot, did it to me recently. So I can relate.
theslowesthand
Banned
Or how about if you do some little "wrong" to them, but they feel it's right to exact "punishment" in a HUGE way ... but if they wrong you in a significant way, YOU are in the wrong for exacting justice in an even TINY way. Self-righteous a**holes those people are.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Yep! I've had this happen to me. Usually, it because of an argument between my mum and I. Since I tend to question why she insists upon getting her way, or things having to be done a certain way. This is a "wrong" to her. Therefore, not speaking to me to, is justified - sometimes for a couple days, depending her overeation to me asking a simple, genuine question based off an observation.
Though, to be fair, I get pissed off and angered by her overreaction.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Hi Graybeard.
I enjoy reading your posts a lot. Your writing skills.. well, I believe you have a wonderful ability when it comes to writing. Could I ask you to make a post in a thread I made some time ago, (how does your depression feel metaphorically?)?
I'm really keen to see what you'd come up with. If you would, make it as long or as short as you like, no limits.. just let it flow.
Once again, I really enjoy your writings.
:thumbup:
theslowesthand
Banned
My typical self-dialog...
Could be feeling better
In what way?
God knows
Well have a/another beer then
Could be feeling better
In what way?
God knows
Well have a/another beer then
mantishugo
Well-known member
I have been feeling very anti-social these days. It's because of my mood swings which is in effect for 2 days and it is becoming stronger day by day. Any suggestions? I am sticking to my healthy diet - drinking warm water with lemon, one egg a day for breakfast and broccoli for lunch.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Well, I think it's safe to say that the first month of 2017 has been totally crap for me. Frustrating and depressing. :sad: :thumbdown:
Not great waking up every morning and you just feel like yer going through the motions, putting on a fake smile, yet you're numb and empty inside. No happy or joy. :crying:
Not great waking up every morning and you just feel like yer going through the motions, putting on a fake smile, yet you're numb and empty inside. No happy or joy. :crying:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Have you got any hobbies or interests that you could be focusing on at the moment? If so, I'd suggest spending time doing something that makes you happy. Or getting out for a walk, if the weather's good and not pouring rain. Take your mind off feeling moody all the time. Since, sitting about in a grumpy mood tends to just make you more pissed off, in my experience.
MollyBeGood
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Like I should be locked up.
S_Spartan
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Planning a crime spree?Like I should be locked up.
GraybeardGhost
Well-known member
I think I'm working myself up to a good and proper mental health crisis, and I can't do a ****ing thing about it. :kickingmyself:
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GraybeardGhost
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Hi Graybeard.
I enjoy reading your posts a lot. Your writing skills.. well, I believe you have a wonderful ability when it comes to writing. Could I ask you to make a post in a thread I made some time ago, (how does your depression feel metaphorically?)?
I'm really keen to see what you'd come up with. If you would, make it as long or as short as you like, no limits.. just let it flow.
Once again, I really enjoy your writings.
Thanks, Pug.
I believe I did post something in that thread a while back. I'll take a look again when I feel less like jumping off a bridge.
theslowesthand
Banned
Hey hey hey, it looks like dinner tonight again, is beer & crisps & music! :bigsmile:
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
theslowesthand
Banned
Same! LOL
Great minds think alike, hehe