MikeyC
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You can do it, mate. You seem determined to change, so go for it.
How are you feeling?
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springk
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Its really hard to cope with loneliness JuiceB. And same goes for emptiness too. I find it really hard to deal with and it gets too much, way too much. Do you think the feeling will fade away? Mine does for a brief period of time but comes back again. I hope you are feeling better now. I am sorry I don't have any useful thing to say. I just wish you find a way out of your problems.
springk
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IMN, you will find the strength. Everything will be okay.
JuiceB
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Thanx. I'm whining about it now but its really taking its toll on me.
ImNotMyIllness
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...................enough complaining.
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MikeyC
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What were they saying?
They were discussing conduct of treatment. They've been scratching the walls because they're indoor cats and like to press their weight against something, but we've recently redone the wallpaper.
A frustrating thing, I know. But it's a problem that is very easily solved by scratching posts and some passive disciplinary enforcement. But they immediately jump to the laziest solution, which is to let them outside. Considering one can't even hold her food down and the other is a coward I'm not going to even consider that. Amongst a multitude of other reasons.
It wouldn't even been so bad if I were included in the conversation so I could tell them no and provide a better solution. What ticks me off beyond reason is that they box me out because they think they know best. Which I find arrogant and extremely condescending and disrespectful. They can barely interact with them, let alone make decisions regarding their health and safety. It feels like a betrayal of my trust.
Hopeless. Tired. Sick.
Still experiencing side effects of my medication. I've lost all my apitite and food makes me feel sick too.
Took two sleeping pills yet I can't sleep. I'm so tired but I guess my brain doesn't care.
But hey! I'll lose weight AND I have more time to think about what's wrong with me! At least I got that goin' for me, which is nice.
Still experiencing side effects of my medication. I've lost all my apitite and food makes me feel sick too.
Took two sleeping pills yet I can't sleep. I'm so tired but I guess my brain doesn't care.
But hey! I'll lose weight AND I have more time to think about what's wrong with me! At least I got that goin' for me, which is nice.
Was walking to the train station after school with a guy that used to be my roommate, I never talked much to him really, I felt awkward the whole time trying to think what to talk or how to reply. I don't feel anxious like if I was walking with a girl, only a bit because I always am where there's many people walking around, but the problem is I just don't know what to talk and when my voice is hoarse it's worse.
GraybeardGhost
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Not sure how much longer I can live with all this guilt, shame, and fear. I want it to be over.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Doon. Depressed. Lonely... That feelin' of emptiness. That feelin' like there's just nae point. That feelin' when everyone around you is so happy, yet yer miserable. :sad:
Opaline
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Dreading something five days away. Have to work with someone I find intimidating. I'm going to put on my brave face of course, and try my best to not let anxiety get the better of me. But that isn't helping with the dread and the potential bad feelings that might occur during my shift. Iwish I knew of an effective way to deal with the situation.
Falkor
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Good and bad.
A bad headache from my housewarming party and drinking (woops). And a dry throat as hell (cough). But the good thing is that I'm laying on the couch with my lover and the dog next to us. And i'm happy with my own house it's so nice to have finally moved out and been lucky with a big house. And my SA has been reduced so much by therapy and coaching and my extroverted girlfriend. And been making lots of friends. It's really cool. But still I got loads of insecurity issues, but i've reached far by now. But haven't completed my quest.
A bad headache from my housewarming party and drinking (woops). And a dry throat as hell (cough). But the good thing is that I'm laying on the couch with my lover and the dog next to us. And i'm happy with my own house
it's so nice to have finally moved out and been lucky with a big house. And my SA has been reduced so much by therapy and coaching and my extroverted girlfriend. And been making lots of friends. It's really cool. But still I got loads of insecurity issues, but i've reached far by now. But haven't completed my quest.mementomori
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Right now I'm feeling like the big failure that I am and have always been.
ImNotMyIllness
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Good and bad.
A bad headache from my housewarming party and drinking (woops). And a dry throat as hell (cough). But the good thing is that I'm laying on the couch with my lover and the dog next to us. And i'm happy with my own house
That's awesome! :thumbup:
Dumb.
Stopped taking one of my medications because I was so sedated I could barely get out of bed (though couldn't sleep) Obviously judgment being impaired, I decided on "just a few shots" and a few turned into I think maybe seven or eight? (Was playing Skyrim so not focusing)
Ended up crying in the bathroom. xD Was able to get a few hours of sleep but now I'm wide awake with a major headache. At least I got some relief. I can't cry no matter what with all this freaking medication. But regardless, I'll get back on the one I stopped.
My dad finally reached out to me after months of silence. That was nice. In his defense he has no idea what I'm going through. I'd rather not burden my family. ^-^
Try again tomorrow. Er... Today.
Stopped taking one of my medications because I was so sedated I could barely get out of bed (though couldn't sleep) Obviously judgment being impaired, I decided on "just a few shots" and a few turned into I think maybe seven or eight? (Was playing Skyrim so not focusing)
Ended up crying in the bathroom. xD Was able to get a few hours of sleep but now I'm wide awake with a major headache. At least I got some relief. I can't cry no matter what with all this freaking medication. But regardless, I'll get back on the one I stopped.
My dad finally reached out to me after months of silence. That was nice. In his defense he has no idea what I'm going through. I'd rather not burden my family. ^-^
Try again tomorrow.
Er... Today.