Lately, ah've been bottlin' things up emotionally tae the point where ah want tae explode. Y'know, plasterin' on the fake smile, pretendin' everything's just dandy n' aw that. Realising ah use humour to mask ma problems. Mainly, because ma family huv never been comfortable wi' me, whenever ah open ma gob tae speak about how am feelin'. :🙁:
^Sorry to read that you can't even express how you are truly feeling to your family Graeme.:sad: That must be really frustrating having to put on a fake smile, and pretend you are fine. ((Hugs))
Accomplished! I completed a two-hour test to see if I'm eligible for university next year. The test was a bit difficult in places but I can only ask that I try my best, and I did. I'll have to reward myself, but I don't know how. I'm super thrilled I got through it. :thumbup:
Accomplished! I completed a two-hour test to see if I'm eligible for university next year. The test was a bit difficult in places but I can only ask that I try my best, and I did. I'll have to reward myself, but I don't know how. I'm super thrilled I got through it. :thumbup:
^ I think that is worthy of an entire pizza as your reward Mikey! :bigsmile:
I hope the results are what you deserve.:thumbup:
i keep telling you to put some Saran wrap on it :idontknow:
seriously - google it if you don't believe me :thumbup:
I tried! I really did. But it wouldn't stay on and it felt weird and... meh. I'm sure I didn't do it right. Or my cling wrap isn't clingy enough. It never clings to anything. That's what you get for buying cheap.
Accomplished! I completed a two-hour test to see if I'm eligible for university next year. The test was a bit difficult in places but I can only ask that I try my best, and I did. I'll have to reward myself, but I don't know how. I'm super thrilled I got through it. :thumbup:
Oh come on, you know how you WANT to reward yourself... with a giant slab of chocolate cake! 😀 We all know about your addiction 😛
But really, that's awesome! I hope you go to university next year. Even if you don't, that's at least good to know for if/when you want to go some day, right?
I tried! I really did. But it wouldn't stay on and it felt weird and... meh. I'm sure I didn't do it right. Or my cling wrap isn't clingy enough. It never clings to anything. That's what you get for buying cheap.
did you hear about the guy who walked into his psychiatrist's office completely naked and wrapped in Saran wrap?
the psychiatrist said, "Well, I can clearly see you're nuts."
^ I think that is worthy of an entire pizza as your reward Mikey! :bigsmile:
I hope the results are what you deserve.:thumbup:
Thanks, BlueDays! I hope so, too, but I probably won't get any results until possibly December. Some of those questions, especially the interpretative questions, were a bit curly. I agree about a whole pizza. I may have the house to myself.
Oh come on, you know how you WANT to reward yourself... with a giant slab of chocolate cake! 😀 We all know about your addiction 😛
But really, that's awesome! I hope you go to university next year. Even if you don't, that's at least good to know for if/when you want to go some day, right?
My sugar addiction is easy to see. 😀 If I don't go to uni, I'll have to resit the test next year. At least I'll know what to expect if I have to do it again.
Accomplished! I completed a two-hour test to see if I'm eligible for university next year. The test was a bit difficult in places but I can only ask that I try my best, and I did. I'll have to reward myself, but I don't know how. I'm super thrilled I got through it. :thumbup:
^ I know I already congratulated you, but I'll say it again. Congrats!! :applause: I really hope you can get into uni next year. How did you end up rewarding yourself? I bet you took yourself to that chocolate bar you love. 😉
I'm feeling a lot of emotions tonight for some reason. They're not necessarily bad, but I feel a bit all over the place. Nostalgic, content, lonely, happyish, kind of sad too. I should probably go to bed.
^ I know I already congratulated you, but I'll say it again. Congrats!! :applause: I really hope you can get into uni next year. How did you end up rewarding yourself? I bet you took yourself to that chocolate bar you love. 😉
I didn't go there, but it's a really hot day today so I might later. My parents might go out tonight so if they do, it'll be a good excuse to. And thank you again for your accolades. 😀 Haven't really rewarded myself yet, haha.
I'm feeling a lot of emotions tonight for some reason. They're not necessarily bad, but I feel a bit all over the place. Nostalgic, content, lonely, happyish, kind of sad too. I should probably go to bed.
Some of these are good, others not so much. I'm one text message away if you need to chat. 🙂
I have been feeling very disconnected lately. It's hard to describe but I feel like I'm living in some other dimension from everybody else. Sometimes it seems like everyone is moving so fast but I am moving as slow as an iceberg. I think that is how I notice things that other people completely miss.
This is the strongest I have ever felt like I am not a part of this world. A ghost. An alien.
They want to talk to you because you're handsome and approachable and do you have a moment to talk about Jesus Christ? :bigsmile:
In all seriousness, that does suck. Feel better soon!
I would actually welcome that. Differently minded people are fun to talk to. Last time they came I kept them at my door for about forty minutes or so. :bigsmile:
Accomplished! I completed a two-hour test to see if I'm eligible for university next year. The test was a bit difficult in places but I can only ask that I try my best, and I did. I'll have to reward myself, but I don't know how. I'm super thrilled I got through it. :thumbup:
That's great! Have you decided what subjects you'll be studying yet? And.. how soon do you want us to refer to you as Dr. MikeyC. 😉
I would actually welcome that. Differently minded people are fun to talk to. Last time they came I kept them at my door for about forty minutes or so. :bigsmile:
Haha, really? That's interesting. Most people - including me - can't wait to get rid of them!
Things to be grateful for #32............Migraine Medication and strong pain relief.
I could not imagine what hell life would be if I lived a hundred years ago and did not have my migraine medication.
I'm VERY sore, worked an 8 hour shift, a very busy shift. And I work tomorrow for nine hours and back to 8 hours on Sunday, I feel.....tired and nervous. Tomorrow is going to be very busy and I'm still really slow with things at work. I don't wanna annoy anyone.
I'm feeling grumpy this morning. I didn't sleep the best and I went to bed late. Not to mention I had a terribly stupid dream that involved a past toxic friend. It's like I was reliving the entire "friendship" over so I woke up in a horrible mood. Weird how those things haunt you even in your sleep isn't it? Then I got on Facebook and saw pictures of a former friend who was at a party with her boyfriend last night, which really didn't help my mood.
I think I'll go eat my feelings now since I haven't had any breakfast.
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