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neardeath

neardeath

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pumped about new recovery phase of some sort have quit smoking and went to gym 3 times this week and roller skating last evening. I can't believe it but I know recovery in any form is not possible without taking these actions and sticking to it. I am finding MI groups in the area and trying them also. Entropy usually hits hard and fast so I just hope I can keep it all up. My gym is free for the year through health insurance. Classes free and awesome. Wow I am eiither normal or manic today?

I forgot to mention I did fall on my butt at the roller rink and a bunch of 20, 30 somethings came to my rescue. They were pretty sweet. I was totally out of place and I did it anyway. There is hope if I can make myself do that. The friend that was supposed to come bombed out on me so I was in the situation all alone because I want to save my ass and enjoy one day on earth, dammit!
 
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cocorose

cocorose

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A little less hopeful than I was yesterday. I try to control the feelings of worthlessness that keep creeping up but it's really hard sometimes to stay hopeful, and I just don't want those feelings to take over me like they always do. It's kind of like trying to keep your house clean with a bunch of kids that keep messing it up.. no matter how hard you try it's impossible to keep up with it.
 
Opaline

Opaline

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To be honest it kind of hurt my feelings that the guy I was talking to only wanted to sleep with me. When he was talking to me at training I thought I had made a new friend. Then when I realized he was attracted to me I thought maybe a potential new boyfriend. But in spite of how friendly and intelligent he came across, he had no interest in a relationship. I'm not sure if it says something about me or about him (or both), but it sucks. It's the second time someone from work has tried that in the past 5 months or so.

Hopefully eventually I will find someone who is genuine and wants to date long-term :(
 
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ImNotMyIllness

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Opaline said:
To be honest it kind of hurt my feelings that the guy I was talking to only wanted to sleep with me. When he was talking to me at training I thought I had made a new friend. Then when I realized he was attracted to me I thought maybe a potential new boyfriend. But in spite of how friendly and intelligent he came across, he had no interest in a relationship. I'm not sure if it says something about me or about him (or both), but it sucks. It's the second time someone from work has tried that in the past 5 months or so.

Hopefully eventually I will find someone who is genuine and wants to date long-term :(
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That has nothing to do with you! This guy is just a horny fool! Sadly, you're going to run into a lot of those. Never take it personal.
Actually, it's a good thing that you found out early. A lot of guys will lie about their intentions.
 
BlueDays

BlueDays

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I am feeling extremely jealous of people who get good things handed to them on a silver plater, without any effort on their part.
Everytime I see it and the results of it, it's feels like I am being stabbed in my soul :'(
 
KiaKaha

KiaKaha

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Opaline said:
To be honest it kind of hurt my feelings that the guy I was talking to only wanted to sleep with me. When he was talking to me at training I thought I had made a new friend. Then when I realized he was attracted to me I thought maybe a potential new boyfriend. But in spite of how friendly and intelligent he came across, he had no interest in a relationship. I'm not sure if it says something about me or about him (or both), but it sucks. It's the second time someone from work has tried that in the past 5 months or so.

Hopefully eventually I will find someone who is genuine and wants to date long-term :(
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Yeah. A lot of guys will do that. They will play you and make you think they want something more - guys can be quite manipulative when it comes to sex. Trick you and tell you what you want to hear... then once they get what they want - it's all over.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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It was recommend at work to prepare CVs. There is change coming and jobs will be lost, people will be competing for the same position. I'm not sure I would survive an interview with my anxiety.
 
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