How are you feeling?

[Graeme1988]

Ah give up tryin' to trust people. So why bother...? When ah cannae even trust those who ah used tae be close to (family), most o' them just lie, anyway. :sad:

Ma oldest sister is dead tae me... Ah've had enough o' the constant lies.

 

[cocorose]

Ah give up tryin' to trust people. So why bother...? When ah cannae even trust those who ah used tae be close to (family), most o' them just lie, anyway. :sad:

Ma oldest sister is dead tae me... Ah've had enough o' the constant lies.

I have a problem trusting people too. I always end up disappointed. I think it's because I always try to do good and I am an honest person, so maybe I (wrongly) expect the same from other people, but they see me as an 'easy target' so they try and take advantage of me.

I also have not spoken to one of my sisters in a while, but the sad part is no one else knows what she's really like. So I just choose not to have anything to do with her.

 

[Graeme1988]

I have a problem trusting people too. I always end up disappointed. I think it's because I always try to do good and I am an honest person, so maybe I (wrongly) expect the same from other people, but they see me as an 'easy target' so they try and take advantage of me.

I also have not spoken to one of my sisters in a while, but the sad part is no one else knows what she's really like. So I just choose not to have anything to do with her.

Ah think I'm on the verge of that with ma oldest sister. Though, ah doubt she'd take it well if ah told her she has the exact same domineering, do-as-I-said personality like ma late father. :sad: Oddly enough, ah think that's why they didn't get along all to well when ma dad was alive. :sad:

 

[1BlackSheep]

^ LOL! :bigsmile:

I'm enjoying a nice, lazy day off work, watching cooking shows, eating a ham & cheese sandwich with some cheddar & sour cream krinkle chips, and browsing SPW. I have that endless list of things I need to get done pestering me my background thoughts though, which is killing my buzz! :thumbdown:

 

[onehandclapping]

shaky, depressed,on the verge of tears again and like I want to throw up. fml

 

[Graeme1988]

LOL! :bigsmile:

Glad you gotta a laugh outta that, because ah wasnae jokin' when ah posted that! Just sayin'... but as ah said am no really bother.

Sorry, am no in the right mood tae be postin' here the noo... :kickingmyself:

 

[SeasonalBlues]

My life got interesting for a few months but now i've returned to loneliness. I feel so empty and lost. I hope i'll be happy one day...

 

[KiaKaha]

I am making crepes.

*Gives crepes to SPW members in the how are you feeling thread*

Cooking junk food gives me pleasure...

 

[cocorose]

shaky, depressed,on the verge of tears again and like I want to throw up. fml

Sorry I hope you feel better.

 

[1BlackSheep]

Glad you gotta a laugh outta that, because ah wasnae jokin' when ah posted that! Just sayin'... but as ah said am no really bother.

Sorry, I wasn't laughing at what you said - just at the pic because I've not seen that one before and thought it was funny. No offense meant and hope you are feeling better soon!

 

[AGR]

worthless ------

 

[cocorose]

My life got interesting for a few months but now i've returned to loneliness. I feel so empty and lost. I hope i'll be happy one day...

Me too.

.

 

[1BlackSheep]

I am making crepes.

*Gives crepes to SPW members in the how are you feeling thread*

Cooking junk food gives me pleasure...

Oooooh crepes - yum!

I was just watching Hubert Keller's "Secrets of a Chef" and he made this layered blueberry ricotta crepe cake thing (the one on TV looked better because it didn't have all the mint piled on top):

Here's the recipe: Layered Crepe Cake with Blueberries and Ricotta Cheese • Recipes • Hubert Keller

 

[1BlackSheep]

to Graeme, OneHandClapping, Cocorose, Olhos Abertos, SeasonalBlues, and anyone else who is feeling down and in need of a hug!

 

[Graeme1988]

Sorry, I wasn't laughing at what you said - just at the pic because I've not seen that one before and thought it was funny. No offense meant and hope you are feeling better soon!

Aw, right... :bigsmile: Eh, sorry, ah dinnae mean tae snap at ye when ah replied afore tae ya, darlin'. h: Again, sorry...

to Graeme, OneHandClapping, Cocorose, Olhos Abertos, SeasonalBlues, and anyone else who is feeling down and in need of a hug!

Eh, thanks, I guess. Ah need tae consider gettin' back intae therapy, the way ah've been feelin' lately.

Just need somebody tae talk to. Eh, no the noo, obviously. Am too tired tae vent.

 

[cocorose]

to Graeme, OneHandClapping, Cocorose, Olhos Abertos, SeasonalBlues, and anyone else who is feeling down and in need of a hug!

Thanks

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[this_portrait]

Like my stomach is going to fall out. Why, oh WHY, did I have to be confrontational? It was so much easier to ignore.

 

[Lea]

I am a sick of this constant sickness, is this what life is supposed to be like? Probably yes, if I at least knew there is some purpose of it.

 

[planemo]

I'm enjoying a nice, lazy day off work, watching cooking shows, eating a ham & cheese sandwich with some cheddar & sour cream krinkle chips, and browsing SPW. I have that endless list of things I need to get done pestering me my background thoughts though, which is killing my buzz! :thumbdown:

ahh, those dreaded "things i need to get done". :thumbdown:


.............
for me i had another terrible nights sleep.:kickingmyself: so i guess i could be feeling better.

 

[AGR]

to Graeme, OneHandClapping, Cocorose, Olhos Abertos, SeasonalBlues, and anyone else who is feeling down and in need of a hug!

thanks!---