How are you feeling?

Valhalla

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Sorry tae hear that, mate. Things seem pretty stressfull for ya at the moment. Though, I can relate, the whole feeling hopeless/outta place and aw that, lackin' motivation and energy. I'm not great at offering advice but, if you think medication will help, with regards to yer depression, maybe you should take them?

Anyway, I hope you feel better, mate. :thumbup:

Thank you very much, I appreciate it highly, it might actually have made me feel better, so thank you once again. I hope things will be better for you regarding how you feel.
 

Starry

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Everything, really. Anger towards myself, almost fully isolated. Feel that I can't do university, but don't know what else to do. Fear that if I don't manage university, thus building up my debt, I can't stay in my apartment and will haft to move home. Hateful of people. Feel that I don't have any place/don't work in society. Feeling hopeless that I'm not good at anything. And continuing from that, starting to see how time is running away from me. Lacking any energy, motivation or battle spirit. The sense of being stuck in a cell. Uncertain about my general direction in life. Trying to fight my urge to talk to family members, must learn how to deal with this myself.

I always feel depressed really, it's worse then usual now. I'm guessing it will go back to the average soon again, but I have been considering medication for the first time ever.

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way, Valhalla. :(

I think it would be a good idea to talk to family however, you don't have to deal with things on your own and there's no possible reason that you should.

Don't worry about not having a place in society... Fitting into society is not important, what is important is finding a way to be happy with who you are and what you do.

I sincerely hope you feel better soon.
 

truffleshuffle

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Feeling sort of worn out for now, can't seem to recharge. December must be exciting for those who like socialising
Sorry you can;t really recharge. I don;t have that happen often but I understand a little of how you feel. I like to get out of my house and just go for drives even if its a small one and that usualy recharges me but sometimes that dosen;t even work and Its rough on me.
 

truffleshuffle

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feeling insecure. it will pass. just kidding. it's chronic.
I think alot of people have chronic insecurites and I have chronic pessimism. I firmly belive everything I do will end in disaster even in my own fanticys of what I want my life to be some how ends in disaster as well.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Overwhelmingly lonely. Like I don't belong. Like am over verge of greetin' ma f**kin' eyes oot = :crying: Pathetic, eh? Innit, just...

I mean am constantly feelin' like am being judged as weak because I don't speak up, say what I think or take sides aw that often. Why...?! Am startin' tae think it could huv a lot tae do wi' ma inability tae handling conflict well. I feel as though everything I say gets laughed at and am made tae feel like a right eejit, idiot.

Which can be summed up thus: :eek:h: :kickingmyself: :sarcastic:

Either that or am too brutally honest tae express ma opinion because naebody want tae hear it? Again, f**k knows! Maybe am too overly senstive? I don't know...
 

Niiña

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Well, today is my ****ing stupid birthday & I feel so terrible, i don't know why but today depression is killing me, the other days I felt normal but today I feel bad. I really hate the ****ing stupid Facebook because just 2 people wrote in my wall. It is too embarrassing. Now the people knows that my social life sucks. I don't want more birthdays, I wish this will be the last. I didn't do anything with my life, I don't want live more.
 

jaim38

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Well, today is my ****ing stupid birthday & I feel so terrible, i don't know why but today depression is killing me, the other days I felt normal but today I feel bad. I really hate the ****ing stupid Facebook because just 2 people wrote in my wall. It is too embarrassing. Now the people knows that my social life sucks. I don't want more birthdays, I wish this will be the last. I didn't do anything with my life, I don't want live more.

Happy b-day! THis is your special day so indulge yourself in things you like doing! I have an FB account too but don't post my real b-day on there. I also hide it so that nobody can see it (except maybe friends).
 
Either my allergies are really acting up... or I'm getting a cold. I think it's the latter, because my allergies are never this bad, even in this old moldy dusty house I live in.

I hate cold season, I always get like 3 a year :(
 

JuiceB

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Well, today is my ****ing stupid birthday & I feel so terrible, i don't know why but today depression is killing me, the other days I felt normal but today I feel bad. I really hate the ****ing stupid Facebook because just 2 people wrote in my wall. It is too embarrassing. Now the people knows that my social life sucks. I don't want more birthdays, I wish this will be the last. I didn't do anything with my life, I don't want live more.
Happy Birthday.

I hate birthdays too...
 

Nathália

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Well, today is my ****ing stupid birthday & I feel so terrible, i don't know why but today depression is killing me, the other days I felt normal but today I feel bad. I really hate the ****ing stupid Facebook because just 2 people wrote in my wall. It is too embarrassing. Now the people knows that my social life sucks. I don't want more birthdays, I wish this will be the last. I didn't do anything with my life, I don't want live more.

You are worth so much, I get as another person with SA I rarely talk to people at all. I'm sure there are others that get it too. You're not alone, but that feeling can really hurt. Happy Birthday to you.
 
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