How are you feeling?

Aletheia

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people are contagious

A bit miserable; I have a sore throat.

See, this is what you get when you leave the house. I knew it was a bad idea!
 

coyote

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I've entered a marathon. It will be my first.

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MikeyC

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There are some days I want to give up everything, and today is one of those days.

I do feel proud about trying to get away from depression: taking a walk, cooking, and reading, in that order, but now what? I feel like people are tossing me aside as some kind of obsolete plaything, unaware that I have feelings, just like everyone else. Just because I try to be nice doesn't mean people can walk all over me.

I'm trying to eat healthier, and on days like this it is so hard not to grab all the chocolate in the house and risk diabetes. Why bother? Who cares? Do I even care?

Lots of stupid, destructive thoughts swirling around in my head.
 

hidwell

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There are some days I want to give up everything, and today is one of those days.

I do feel proud about trying to get away from depression: taking a walk, cooking, and reading, in that order, but now what? I feel like people are tossing me aside as some kind of obsolete plaything, unaware that I have feelings, just like everyone else. Just because I try to be nice doesn't mean people can walk all over me.

I'm trying to eat healthier, and on days like this it is so hard not to grab all the chocolate in the house and risk diabetes. Why bother? Who cares? Do I even care?

Lots of stupid, destructive thoughts swirling around in my head.

Sorry your feeling down, I know how hard it is to make positive and lasting changes to ones life. Every time I try something new , I end up quitting after a couple of weeks. Apathy always seems to win with me, But looking on the bright side, where there is life there is hope. :cool:
 

MikeyC

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Sorry your feeling down, I know how hard it is to make positive and lasting changes to ones life. Every time I try something new , I end up quitting after a couple of weeks. Apathy always seems to win with me, But looking on the bright side, where there is life there is hope. :cool:
I know you're right, but it's so hard. I'm so apathetic about everything. I just don't give a crap.

I am trying to crawl out of the hole I've dug for myself in the past 8 months. I wonder if there's any success. Doesn't feel like it.
 

Nathália

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There are some days I want to give up everything, and today is one of those days.

I do feel proud about trying to get away from depression: taking a walk, cooking, and reading, in that order, but now what? I feel like people are tossing me aside as some kind of obsolete plaything, unaware that I have feelings, just like everyone else. Just because I try to be nice doesn't mean people can walk all over me.

I'm trying to eat healthier, and on days like this it is so hard not to grab all the chocolate in the house and risk diabetes. Why bother? Who cares? Do I even care?

Lots of stupid, destructive thoughts swirling around in my head.

::(:. I know that if you give someone an inch they take a mile BS by heart. I'm sorry, get well.
 

DeadmanWalking

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I know you're right, but it's so hard. I'm so apathetic about everything. I just don't give a crap.

I am trying to crawl out of the hole I've dug for myself in the past 8 months. I wonder if there's any success. Doesn't feel like it.

As long as you're trying to move up, there's success:).You don't want to go any deeper, do you?
 

MikeyC

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::(:. I know that if you give someone an inch they take a mile BS by heart. I'm sorry, get well.
Thanks. I feel like that's exactly what's been happening with just about everyone I know. I won't bore you with examples but it upsets me. I must be the problem because I'm the only common denominator.

As long as you're trying to move up, there's success:).You don't want to go any deeper, do you?
Going deeper is sometimes the only feeling I know.
 

MikeyC

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If you know what going down feels like, then things get a lot easier. Just do the opposite of what makes you go down:). In the end, the journey of one thousand miles begins with the first step.
I've taken many steps in this journey but I don't even know if I'm walking in the right direction. I don't even care sometimes.
 

MikeyC

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As long as you're walking, then that's a start. You'll find your direction in time.
I guess so. My so-called friends aren't making it easy for me. Plus my own thoughts sabotage me. I can never be truly happy and content with myself unless I can fix these things.
 
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