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I've had dreams of zombies for as long as I can remember-- any dream where I wake up and remember more than just 'black'; had zombies in it.

I keep having dreams that I'm back at my old job and my boss is still being a major bitch and I do nothing about it. It always bums me out when I wake up. I also had a dream a couple of nights ago where I was in a car accident. It was so scary. In my dream, after the impact, I couldn't see or hear anything. The crash was at a specific intersection that I frequently go through and I'm a little scared to go back there. What if it was a premonition or something? I'm not a superstitious person or anything, but it still gives me the willies.
 

Lostinthemusic

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Somewhere between great and terrible. Not just so-so, but both great and terrible at the same time. Separate, but existing together. I'm not sure how I feel about it...

Music is helping as we speak, but I still have a ton of homework to catch up on.
 
Somewhere between great and terrible. Not just so-so, but both great and terrible at the same time. Separate, but existing together.

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I wonder why I'm so stupid and drag myself into the social protocol that says that birthdays are supposed to be special happy days. For any practical effects, this day is just as unique or irrelevant as any other day.
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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I wonder why I'm so stupid and drag myself into the social protocol that says that birthdays are supposed to be special happy days. For any practical effects, this day is just as unique or irrelevant as any other day.

Happy Birthday? So many October bdays. It is unique, you're right, you were born this day :D You're not stupid - 'tis normal to fall into that protocol - Happy Birthday regardless!
 

Silatuyok

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I'm feeling a little manic, and I'm wondering if it will turn into anxiety, or a sleepless night of productive creativity. Anything could tip the balance at this point!
 

Fighter86

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Lonely, lonely lonely. I just wish there weren't so many negative influences in my life. They say the world will end next May, maybe it really will if I am lucky.
 
I feel dizzy and anxious. I was sitting in the classroom at my desk, suddenly i felt strange and dizzy, lightheaded, heart racing... Like I was feeling to get sick. So I went to the bathroom and I spitted some blood, brown and green crap out of my throat. Sounds crazy, but I really worry what this is. ::(: I mean, my doctor told my coughing is caused by my meds, but now I don't use meds anymore... They also made pics of my lungs... They cannot find anything... o.0 And still have these throat issues since March... ::(: wtf? :confused:

I'm glad I got back into the classroom after a while and now just focus on SPW... I mean, I have finished everything all together I have to do for the week.
So, I can just relax and do my own stuff. In an hour I will be cycling back to home!

Only tomorrow we'll be having an exam, School work is going just right! So the results aren't lacking, my teacher is proud of my work.
I only don't feel comfortable in the classroom... But he just told my parents my results are the best of class lol
made me feel really happy, cuz I never think it's good enough haha
 
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EscapeArtist

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I feel dizzy and anxious. I was sitting in the classroom at my desk, suddenly i felt strange and dizzy, lightheaded, heart racing... Like I was feeling to get sick. So I went to the bathroom and I spitted some blood, brown and green crap out of my throat. Sounds crazy, but I really worry what this is. ::(: I mean, my doctor told my coughing is caused by my meds, but now I don't use meds anymore... They also made pics of my lungs... They cannot find anything... o.0 And still have these throat issues since March... ::(: wtf? :confused:

I'm glad I got back into the classroom after a while and now just focus on SPW... I mean, I have finished everything all together I have to do for the week.
So, I can just relax and do my own stuff. In an hour I will be cycling back to home!

Only tomorrow we'll be having an exam, School work is going just right! So the results aren't lacking, my teacher is proud of my work.
I only don't feel comfortable in the classroom... But he just told my parents my results are the best of class lol
made me feel really happy, cuz I never think it's good enough haha

I highly recommend that you get a naturopath. Not because it's natural, but because they look much further and don't tell you it's nothing if it doesn't show up on an X-ray. They will do every test they can until they find what it is, if you have a good naturopath, they can work wonders. Most doctors don't understand that no symptoms are in the mind... that everything has a cause

coughing up blood sounds bewildering.. That's so nice of what your teacher said. What a lovely person! Must have made you feel so proud :)
 
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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Like I have no purpose in life, and don't really fit in, anywhere. ::(:

Journal entries have been pretty bleak and depressing lately. Been considering looking for Social Phobia support group in my area. Though, I don't know if group therapy would work for me, personally.
 
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