how are you feeling today?

[this_portrait]

I felt fine for most of the day. Then I got pissed off and blew up at my father because of something he did. Now I'm dreading a social event that's coming up on Saturday.

 

[L Hilla]

Frustrated cause my loud lil baby niece is coming back from her fathers house, and im in no mood to hear more screaming and shiz... then again, thats life for me, until my sis has her own place for them to stay instead of here.

 

[RedRibbons]

I felt depressed as hell for the past week or so. Suicide was the dominant though whenever I thought about my life. I don't feel AS depressed anymore, not thinking of suicide anymore, but still feeling pretty lost and useless. Life is okay, at the moment.

 

[mikestar]

tired been out all day, went on a packed train for 3 hours walked back through rush hour and my anxiety was at an average 4. Tried not to hide myself I walked down the busy roads

im chilled at the moment i think

 

[GammaRay]

I'm in a god awful slump today.... I work for a company that can't afford to fire me, but keeps threatening to for their mistakes and dissorganization....

I work a $20 an hour job for $9 an hour... to get treated like I'm braindead because my boss who makes well over 6 figures a year has no concept of basic physics and mathematics.

 

[recluse]

Lonely, bored, frustrated, depressed, no motivation::

 

[this_portrait]

Groggy from waking up, and I feel bored, too. Also don't seem to have much motivation right now.

 

[ApRiLGeTsAngry77]

freakin beautiful!

 

[ApRiLGeTsAngry77]

I am feeling anxious today.

 

[Yoyshaia]

Feeling... ok. A bit down because I spent a couple of weeks feeling really happy and capable and now that feeling is kinda ebbing, so I don't really know what to do with myself. But I'm trying to keep positive - the sun is shining and I'm going on holiday in a week. Just keep focusing on the good!

 

[anomicdeer]

My mood would be different in the evening from what it was in the morning. Sometimes I may feel one way, and when someone comes near me or leave me I feel different.

 

[Illusions]

Really, really lethargic and lacking the motivation to do any work.

On the other hand, I'm still slightly happy because tomorrow's an off day for me.

 

[mmmm]

I'm feeling super. Thanks for asking

 

[2Crowded]

like ending it all.... but im not brave enough so im just going to be miserable & feel sick until i develop an ulcer or something

 

[mrb]

yea im great till i have to go back to work tomorow , iv worked 7 days this week , oh well big sigh , sod it im getting some beers in , i deserve it , well at least thats my excuse for getting some lol

 

[LycraPantiies92]

Ehhh.. who cares? y shud i even say. coz it's pishh. every1 knows wat they think ov me already so sayin wnt make any difference.
well i can;'t live mch lonegr anywy

NOT like i actili have any right 2 have any feelins anyways.

 

[MotherWolff]

Is it unusual to say that I feel neutral? I don't feel happy, mad, nor sad really. Just...neutral. As if I feel nothing at all.

 

[iamthenra]

Well to be honest I know I am feeling depressed once again... what's new right? In all honestly I feel like I can't speak freely, and I have to hold back allot of what's on my mind, because if I speak my mind. I upset others, and push people away. It's kind of like when someone asks you: "How are you doing?" which is mainly just an accepted way of greeting others. If you actually tell them how you are really feeling, they really don't want to hear it. So you just say: "I am doing well, thank you for asking, how about you?...", because that is what they want to hear.

I also fear that I am going to die before I ever get a girl friend, and that fact is making me very depressed. Have you ever wanted something so much, and yet it seems so unreachable? It gets so overwhelming at times thinking about what it is that I desire, that I can't do anything but sit here feeling sorry for myself and cry uncontrollably. I feel helpless to change this. I am tired of feeling this way. I just feel like I have been given a task without any knowledge and tools to be able to do this assigned task. Just not knowing how to do it with what tools I have. It is just so overwhelming in my mind, that I give up before I can even try. I'm too old, too fat, and too ugly anyways... Nobody wants a mess like me...

Okay, must snap out of it... Shake it off, it meant nothing.. Try to think of something else... This is so darn hard... Think happy thoughts.... Children playing in a field of daisy's... I'll be alright... It just takes time to rebound. <sigh>

 

[MotherWolff]

Well to be honest I know I am feeling depressed once again... what's new right? In all honestly I feel like I can't speak freely, and I have to hold back allot of what's on my mind, because if I speak my mind. I upset others, and push people away. It's kind of like when someone asks you: "How are you doing?" which is mainly just an accepted way of greeting others. If you actually tell them how you are really feeling, they really don't want to hear it. So you just say: "I am doing well, thank you for asking, how about you?...", because that is what they want to hear.

I also fear that I am going to die before I ever get a girl friend, and that fact is making me very depressed. Have you ever wanted something so much, and yet it seems so unreachable? It gets so overwhelming at times thinking about what it is that I desire, that I can't do anything but sit here feeling sorry for myself and cry uncontrollably. I feel helpless to change this. I am tired of feeling this way. I just feel like I have been given a task without any knowledge and tools to be able to do this assigned task. Just not knowing how to do it with what tools I have. It is just so overwhelming in my mind, that I give up before I can even try. I'm too old, too fat, and too ugly anyways... Nobody wants a mess like me...

Okay, must snap out of it... Shake it off, it meant nothing.. Try to think of something else... This is so darn hard... Think happy thoughts.... Children playing in a field of daisy's... I'll be alright... It just takes time to rebound. <sigh>

hey iamthenra.

I think its so much better to feel neutral than feeling the way you are right now. It surely is unhealthy to be negative like that, but to be honest I think being overtly positive isn't too much better(okay, maybe a little). I am 100% certain that the opinions you hold about yourself are delusional and unrealistic. No, not because they are negative opinions but because they aren't true most likely. Perhaps you are in need of cognitive behavorial therapy. I have yet to try that one out versuses all of that medicine....and yes I do have days where I have felt that way too. I think everyone has.

Not sure if anything I said should make you feel better or not.::

 

[Blue Teardrops]

aww I'm sorry you guys feel that way...

I for one feel amazingly awesome! I have no job, no school and I'm LOVIN IT!!!!! I get up when I want, then I do whatever I want! It's awesome and I haven't even been depressed in weeks!!

Good for you!! I haven't had a job or school all summer and I've loved it too, besides the fact that my mom has been giving me an oober hard time about getting a job. I'm sad and nervous about it ending soon. I'll be starting back in a week, and I'm not psyched at all. ::


I have to email my advisor tonight about work, and I'm really nervous about it. Stupid Social Phobia. I'm scared I'll screw up my the first day on the job.