I'm awfully sorry if I sound stupid but I feel the need to write this down or else I'm bound to cry. How dumb of me, I know.
Two of my friends made a fan page on Facebook called "We Hate Mexican Krista" as a joke, I know this but it still hurts the hell out of me :: What's worse is all I could fear were the people who really did hate me joining, getting together and saying terrible things about me. I made it clear that I was upset with them and they told me that I should know it's all in jest, that they really do love me and not to take it personally. That was until I saw people I had never met starting to join, no one yet to say anything rude but I know the minute someone does I'm going to break down. I've never been good with jokes at my own expense..the term laughing at yourself need not apply to me. I don't know how. My friend who helped make it, Trevor, made me a third administrator to the page and though I can delete whoever I want, post whatever I want I deleted the page a bit ago.
Now I feel stupid because they were really excited about seeing how many random people would join just because and I actually feel bad for deleting it! I feel bad for getting rid of a page that people can slander me on. I must be f*cking stupid, I let everyone's feelings get ahead of mine if I'm feeling bad for messing up their plan. I should feel better but now I feel like a lame loser who can't take a joke..::
Two of my friends made a fan page on Facebook called "We Hate Mexican Krista" as a joke, I know this but it still hurts the hell out of me :: What's worse is all I could fear were the people who really did hate me joining, getting together and saying terrible things about me. I made it clear that I was upset with them and they told me that I should know it's all in jest, that they really do love me and not to take it personally. That was until I saw people I had never met starting to join, no one yet to say anything rude but I know the minute someone does I'm going to break down. I've never been good with jokes at my own expense..the term laughing at yourself need not apply to me. I don't know how. My friend who helped make it, Trevor, made me a third administrator to the page and though I can delete whoever I want, post whatever I want I deleted the page a bit ago.
Now I feel stupid because they were really excited about seeing how many random people would join just because and I actually feel bad for deleting it! I feel bad for getting rid of a page that people can slander me on. I must be f*cking stupid, I let everyone's feelings get ahead of mine if I'm feeling bad for messing up their plan. I should feel better but now I feel like a lame loser who can't take a joke..::