Seri
Active member
As the title says. (And beware, I ramble)
I'm 26 and still live with my parents, have never had a job (I had a couple of 1-day runs that didn't work, and I 'work' at a work rehabilitation place, but it isn't an actual, paying job), am terrible at socializing, and am rather low on friendship.
I usually try to disguise what I am. I put up with my panic attacks when around others until I can get away so as not to draw attention to myself. I can seem confident because I just want to hurry up and get things done so I can get out of there.
This leads me to the topic. I have never told the one sortof friend that I have about my SA or anything related to it. As far as she knows I have a part time job. She only knows that I live at home because she is close enough to visit me.
An old online friend just contacted me and asked how I've been. I already have no intention of mentioning my SA or where I am living (I let people assume), I may or may not mention work but again let them assume it is actual work.
And it occurred to me that I am ashamed of the situation that I am in. I don't seem to have made any progress since I finished school. I dread bumping into people who might have known me from school who might ask what I am doing now.
Does anyone else also feel this way about their own situation?
I'm 26 and still live with my parents, have never had a job (I had a couple of 1-day runs that didn't work, and I 'work' at a work rehabilitation place, but it isn't an actual, paying job), am terrible at socializing, and am rather low on friendship.
I usually try to disguise what I am. I put up with my panic attacks when around others until I can get away so as not to draw attention to myself. I can seem confident because I just want to hurry up and get things done so I can get out of there.
This leads me to the topic. I have never told the one sortof friend that I have about my SA or anything related to it. As far as she knows I have a part time job. She only knows that I live at home because she is close enough to visit me.
An old online friend just contacted me and asked how I've been. I already have no intention of mentioning my SA or where I am living (I let people assume), I may or may not mention work but again let them assume it is actual work.
And it occurred to me that I am ashamed of the situation that I am in. I don't seem to have made any progress since I finished school. I dread bumping into people who might have known me from school who might ask what I am doing now.
Does anyone else also feel this way about their own situation?