Falkor
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Hi there,
I am 21 years old, and I am afraid of death. Why? Because I keep on thinking, is there really an afterlife? I keep thinking that it would be the 'Eternity Sleep' like you can never experience anything anymore, not see anyone anymore, not eat, talk, I just want to exist!! I looked it up on Google this fear, and I learned the Term 'Cease To Exist' and that made my anxiety even worse. but It did let me see that there are other people like me, who are also afraid of not being the experiencer anymore.
I just love life, I love my parents, my girlfriend Oh I would dance,kiss,sex, go out with her everyday now! (to experience the most of it) and I will eat thousands of FRIES, and I just notice that my life is not what I want, Carpe diem is what they say, but yeh, that's another story.
I just am afraid of death. Also afraid of losing other's. It's such a horrorfying thing because there is no escape from it, Since I am afraid of death, all the other things, like SA, fear of spiders or whatever makes no sense, because you can still cure from it or something, but death..You can't go on.
So how the hell can I escape from being Immortal? I don't want to die...Why must we all?? Is there a purpose for living?? Why are we here.. How did earth started.... How did we got all here... Isn't anyone thinking about this at all? People seem so 'On the flow' While i'm aware of odd bizarre thinking.
Anybody...Please help me ....I am terrified..Everytime I think of death, and just imagine everything's away FOREVER, I shake and get this intense like. Oh no. I still want to be with my mom!!! I love her... She's here and I am afraid of losing her.. And I am afraid of dying myself too, It's like we lose all of this..beautiful story of our lives.... Oh and my grandma died in December 2012, that's why death came more into the picture of my thinking...
Thank you for answers I NEED A BIG HUGGGGGG ..
I am 21 years old, and I am afraid of death. Why? Because I keep on thinking, is there really an afterlife? I keep thinking that it would be the 'Eternity Sleep' like you can never experience anything anymore, not see anyone anymore, not eat, talk, I just want to exist!! I looked it up on Google this fear, and I learned the Term 'Cease To Exist' and that made my anxiety even worse. but It did let me see that there are other people like me, who are also afraid of not being the experiencer anymore.
I just love life, I love my parents, my girlfriend Oh I would dance,kiss,sex, go out with her everyday now! (to experience the most of it) and I will eat thousands of FRIES, and I just notice that my life is not what I want, Carpe diem is what they say, but yeh, that's another story.
I just am afraid of death. Also afraid of losing other's. It's such a horrorfying thing because there is no escape from it, Since I am afraid of death, all the other things, like SA, fear of spiders or whatever makes no sense, because you can still cure from it or something, but death..You can't go on.
So how the hell can I escape from being Immortal? I don't want to die...Why must we all?? Is there a purpose for living?? Why are we here.. How did earth started.... How did we got all here... Isn't anyone thinking about this at all? People seem so 'On the flow' While i'm aware of odd bizarre thinking.
Anybody...Please help me ....I am terrified..Everytime I think of death, and just imagine everything's away FOREVER, I shake and get this intense like. Oh no. I still want to be with my mom!!! I love her... She's here and I am afraid of losing her.. And I am afraid of dying myself too, It's like we lose all of this..beautiful story of our lives.... Oh and my grandma died in December 2012, that's why death came more into the picture of my thinking...
Thank you for answers I NEED A BIG HUGGGGGG ..