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  1. Infected_Malignity

    Cured myself completely!

    haven't posted here in so long, what's up my niggas? i have the best ****ing news in the world. and yes, it affects you if you've ever had problems with social anxiety or phobia or whatever new term they've coined these days to describe my former mental HELL. if you're dealing with this, i'd...
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    The only drugs I need I create

    Adrenaline is amazing!! Oddly enough, it's been totally killing off my anxiety at work now. Eye contact is getting easier, talking to people I don't give a fuck about is getting better, and I'm just overall feeling a giant sense of relief. You need to try this.
  3. Infected_Malignity

    I do stupid things

    Helping yourself get over anxiety can suck sometimes... but can be really addictive too. I was reading a thread on this forum for hippies (lawl, yes i''ve been a member there long before this site came into play) where they were talking about shoplifting... which I didn't know was actually...
  4. Infected_Malignity

    Confessions...

    I don't know why I'm even doing this. Please don't read any of this... and if you do, just pretend like you didn't. I feel regret boiling inside of my veins already... but here goes: If I had any sense of commitment in life I'd be somewhat of a successful overachiever, because I am the classic...
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    Boldness (bring on the pain!)

    I think I've finally figured out why shy people never have enemies (or an overabundance of friends). They avoid pain to such a degree that even if they're out and sociable/having a good time, all they ever do is play it safe (I'm even guilty of this). What I mean by that is never fully opening...
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    More evidence for my theory

    http://samvak.tripod.com/narcissismanxiety.html yeah... this is pretty much what i've suspected all along. not that social anxiety and narcissism are synonymous, but that they run along the same line. still though, don't read if you're easily discouraged or easily upset! peace mofo's
  7. Infected_Malignity

    social anxiety isn't real

    http://www.asamanthinketh.net/aie-excerpt.htm
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    social phobia = narcissism?

    http://counsellingresource.com/ask-the-psychologist/2007/06/04/narcissism-vs-social-anxiety/
  9. Infected_Malignity

    ashamed of... nerves? (question for SA peeps)

    i got thinking the other day about how strange all of this is for the socially anxious or just generally anxious people like myself: what's there really to be ashamed of? it almost seems sometimes like there's a weird stigma attached to social anxiety in particular, too. i started realizing...
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    chatroom (part II)

    get on it. we're having a party without you. you're missing out, big time. if you don't join, you will immediately regret it. i'll tell you that much. muahaha
  11. Infected_Malignity

    What would you do?

    so let's say you have about 24 hours to do whatever you wanted, and the very next day every single thing you did that day gets erased. so you have an entire day of absolutely no consequences whatsoever, and you can do whatever the hell you want. what would you do with your time?
  12. Infected_Malignity

    repressed emotions are a no-go

    not sure about any of you here, but suppressed feelings have been my biggest cause of anxiety from day one. i get a general feeling of being overwhelmed when i'm in unfamiliar situations because of how uptight i already feel from never expressing emotions to begin with. well, if you're at all...
  13. Infected_Malignity

    i'm a fake, and i have no soul!

    wow. this one is going to hurt, that's all i can say. plainly and simply put, i have no soul. depending on who i'm with at the time, my mind automatically conjures up whatever attributes it chooses in order to gain acceptance. in otherwords, i shapeshift. i'm made of liquid and i have...
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    kick-ass article

    http://www.selfcreation.com/acceptance/index.htm
  15. Infected_Malignity

    nothing's wrong with you!

    you're fine. stop trying to push and push and push your way out of it. just relax, even if you have no idea how. don't even stress about being yourself, just be. stop fighting how you feel, don't even worry about trying to be happy. just let your present feeling overtake your mind, and just for...
  16. Infected_Malignity

    lol

    lol edit:that's a command
  17. Infected_Malignity

    guess who's back

    doubt anyone cares, but the snotnosed teenager of the boards is back. yaaay. oh, and to the mods... sorry about the swearing. that wasn't cool, i'll try to make my posts kid friendly. that be all
  18. Infected_Malignity

    Resistance

    Either I'm just crazy, or there's something to this theory I have going here. I used to have OCD, I used to be crazy depressed, and I'm left with my anxiety. I'm not even sure if it's even social anymore, or just regular ass anxiety. But don't go and say "boohoo, he's not one of us". this isn't...
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    Perfectionism (an answer can be found)

    I've thought about this before, but it seems to make sense best in my life right now. I just started considering the fact that maybe there is no cure... and maybe that in itself is all I need to know, and the best news I've heard so far. Seriously. Us 'socially anxious' are really just dictating...
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    What do YOU want out of life?

    Everyone wants something. I want to be able to just chillax... and take this whole 'life' thing less seriously. I want to experience a ton of shit and just have fun. The hard part? Learning how to go about achieving it! What do you want?
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