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My high standards stop me from doing so much. I'm too scared to put myself up to ANY tests, my standards are so high... I'm scared to go on runs because of this, to write tests, to go on bikerides, even to go on walks, constantly obsessing that I'm going to turn back because I won't meet my...

I'm failing the year only because I'm too afraid to go to school. I know that online school is the WORST idea for somebody with SA because then i'll get into a rut, but I was thinking that If I got a job and took online school it'd still force me to get out of the hosue every day...? I am going...

Ok well... this is Nothing like me. I don't believe in medication. I don't know why i'm doing it but i'm trying Zoloft. Nor do I know why i'm making it such a big deal... oh maybe because Prozac almost made me kill myself. I guess that makes sense then. I know all medications react to people...

Ever since I found this website I've been worse off... on this website I have somebody to talk to, only when I stay home. I have now a reason not to go anywhere, or not to step out my front door. Before I thought I was a freak, and so I forced myself to step out because I... well I don't know...

I've missed a lot of classes, how many classes do you have to miss to get kicked out of highschool? anybody familiar with it? ALSO... My social worker is my principal's wife, and their daughter has agoraphobia and has been house-bound... this probably makes no difference because it's all too...

I had my first real session with my new social worker and my god.... I have never been more nervous in my life! I'm scared to show emotion, and when I realise that i'm sensitive to a subject that she's pushing, my brain and nerves just go HAYWIRE.

I'm wondering whether getting into a teen-survivalism summer camp would help ease me into the social world. I'm afraid I might also end up being the quiet one and wasting a lot of money. If I were to do a survivalism camp... I'd be hungry, thirsty, tired, and learning from the same level as...

I was feeling horrible and alone this past week, have forgotten about this website, and you all are so comforting, please remember to love yourselves for simply being so accepting and supportive ::p:

When I post a new thread I purposely don't come back to this website or look at the thread for a couple days in fear of judgement.

Grrrrr.. Every single day I try to go back to eating right, plan my meals out, count my calories, drink tons and tons and tons of water (up to 17 glasses a day!), run up to an hour a day if desperate... But really it doesn't matter because I've missed a lot of school work because of anxiety, so...

I feel I didn't get enough answers from other 'Zoloft' threads. There are like 3 floating around but hey, whatever. I personally Hate hate hate medication, I don't believe in it, and it kills something in me to do something I don't believe in. But i'm only getting worse, and I can't flunk out...

I eat really well, raw fruits vegetables and nuts only... every second or third day, that is. Because every other second/third day I end up binging on everything I shouldn't be..cookie dough, cake, etc. I only do it out of being anxious about things to come in the near couple of days... any...

I can't stand it anymore... I hate being so shy, and I hate being so negative. In my mind I think really positively, but for some reason everything I say is negative... I think because I tell myself people relate more with negative things, and when i'm nervous I spew out negative things about...

Do you consider yourself to have high standards for yourself?? I find this to be a common trendd in people with SA, which also makes sense why a lot of people with SA are not bad lookin'.. (If you check the 'post a picture of yourself forum.((who's to say what's 'bad looking'? Oh, well you know...

Whether to make yourself feel better, gain confidence, have a goal for self-improvement...etcetc. who do you admire in this world and why?

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Does it help your SA or strengthen your SA when you escape into a videogame (ones that involves other people)? When I was a little kid-ling, I played Maplestory. I had SA then too, and I remember developing an ego from my status in games, like Maplestory. It actually boosted my ego in real life...

I'm not going to lie to myself, I'm lonely, I miss people (or at least the calm ones that I do'nt mind being around sometimes), and because of this I've started a new habit of bingeing big time when I realise how alone I am..Worst part is that i'm a celiac but when I binge I eat everything wheat...

For instance: I was skipping school (already stupid) and popping back home to check if my mom's car was gone yet. I kept going back and forth and the neighbor had been watching me as he worked on his garden... I felt like I was being suspicious so even after I knew she would be gone, I stayed...