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    My Mind

    My mind has to be one of the most confusing places ever. I want to be social but at the same time I fear it. I want to my more outgoing, yet at the same time I don't. I want attention of others but hide also. Everything throws me off, someone doesn't say hi that I sort of know, now I am in a...
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    A new time to vent

    Hello everyone, for anyone that might remember me I decided to come back on tonight, been a while. Depressed again, was doing a lot better but life is encroaching again. I am back at college, after an incident where I totally broke down and had to leave. Sadly this is the last chance kind of...
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    Discussion

    So I am sure this thread is redundant to most, in the fact that it is something that troubles many of us. But I need to write something. So I recently started a new class on campus. And though this might seem to the be the issue, it isn't. The issue is that there is a girl in the class that I...
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    I hate people

    I know, before I say much I don't hate everyone, but a lot of people still. I am currently sitting here, it is 5:30 am, and I was trying to sleep, till my freaking neighbor in these community apartments on campus, proceed to rip his window screen open, climb in and then turn on his bass music...
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    I am such a loser

    I say what is the in title, because I really just am. I was out tonight and we ended up coming across an old friend, "old" friend meaning he stopped really talking to us a bit ago. But when he and his girlfriend saw me and my other friend, being that it was his bday dinner, they invited us over...
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    Friends(question)

    OK so here is the deal, I have basically only one friend, at least he is the only person I talk to on any weekly basis besides my mom. This friend is always out of money, he spends it freely, and doesn't get much for school. I only have some because I get a little from loans. Well it happens...
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    Why cant I have fun - Possible Vent

    So I guess this will turn out semi long, since I have to tell it as an event, sorry. So here is what happened tonight: I was sitting around for the longest time, when the one friend I have on campus said some other friend he had invited him to the bar to hang out, he asked if I wanted to come...
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    Black or White

    How many people think the world is either Black or White, that is there are only two extremes to a situation, no gray?
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    People, Annoyances

    I have no clue if this is the right sub forum. So this happened tonight, story first: So I am at college, and it is quite empty, it is summer and this year they cut back on classes so there are few people here. That being said, there is almost nothing to do here. I know one person and he isn't...
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    Article: Serotonin

    I was wondering how many people have read the article on serotonin on wiki. Who knows how accurate it is, but it is interesting, I can see many of my issues in what they say that Serotonin regulates or helps with. Serotonin - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
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    Anxiety

    Freaking anxiety, I have some 4 days till I am suppose to go back to college, and though I have been there before and know I will be fine in the long run, I can't even sleep tonight, 4 days from it, because of nervous energy. I am still nervous because not all the aid for classes etc are in...
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    Issues

    Sorry once again for a long post, sadly this is the only place I seem to have to rant and to seek advice. So I have been having a lot of anxiety of late again, I have found I have less than two weeks till summer sessions at college, and that if I am going to go back I have to go to them, long...
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    Negativity

    So I was recently told by a therapist that he seems to hear alot of negative comments from me, and that I seem to put myself down alot. I never thought on it, but I have come to realize I do to a degree, though I cant see it to well. Most of the time I cant tell I am doing it. The question is...
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    So freaking out...

    So I am freaking out. Here is the story, back while I was in college, I would say about 8 months ago. My friend was chatting to a girl that is a friend of his on his phone, texting that is, and he made me talk to her. Well she started texting me on my phone, not much. But she found out through...
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    Questions

    I know I ask things like this alot, but I need some help, advice, and criticism. Basically I have two choices in life at the moment. 1. Go back to college, and try to complete a degree 2. Find a job, and start paying off loans The pros and cons: With going back to college: Pros: I might...
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