Tempus35
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Freaking anxiety, I have some 4 days till I am suppose to go back to college, and though I have been there before and know I will be fine in the long run, I can't even sleep tonight, 4 days from it, because of nervous energy. I am still nervous because not all the aid for classes etc are in place, and they have to be in 3 days, or I have to cancel my college for a while. But I more nervous and scared of the going back part. I don't want to pack, or move in again, or wake up on time everyday etc, but I also don't want to stay in my room as I have been, there is no future there. And I know once I am there for like a week I will be fine, but that week plus these 4 days are going to kill me.