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does anybody know about the self sacraficing scema personality type?

delete well today was intresting, mediation today, i hope i havnt done anything ill regret ....

I feel like, im a wild animal thats been in a cage for 10 years, the cage is now open, im sitting their, outside the cage, looking at the wild jungle, i look back at the cage, the cage ive always known, knowing that i was beaten, abused and humilated in this cage with the odd bone thrown at me...

ive been waking up every night early, dreaming of bad dreams from my ex, of things that happened, like my daughter being ripped from my arms and abducted by the bitch, i dream this over and over again, but im also having other dreams, or nightmares, of getting back together, like she just tells...

ive been told im a victim of domestic violence, with years of emotional abuse, and control over me. my ex left me a few weeks ago, and ive got full custody of my daughter, i have no possessions as she took everything with her hording, also in serious financial problems because of it. i have no...

Does OCD with hording and cluttering cause you to have a random affair, or is this some kinda bull****?

As some of you may know, ive had a few posts on how bad my life and marrage was. dealing with 10 years of ocd crap, working ufll time, cleaning full time, not sleeping and the last 2.5 years raising a beautiful daughter, while this thing just slept all day neglected everybody etc. 4 months ago...

Ive been slowly realizing just how bad i am of late, since is tarted to get help, ive only had 1 psyc session and the doctor put me on some pills for a week.. things like my blurred vission, my insomnia, unable to sleep, not functioning, not coping, anxiety of goign to work, fear of being...

Well after getting much much worse, my wife forced me to take up the free shrink i get through work, she seemed to be quight converned about me, and even cancelled her next two appointments to give me more time. she thinks im pretty messed up, which isnt a good thing, firstly seemed to...

about 3 months ago, due to my wife seeing a shrink for her ocd cluttering and hording, she came home one day and said she didn thave to even attempt any cleaning what so ever anymore under doctors orders, of course, with me doing all the cleaning and working a full time and very stressful job...

Id probably sound crazy saying this, but from an early age ive always said im cursed, have bad luck, how ever you put it, if theirs the odds for things to go wrong or right, it will always go wrong for me. my friends use to put this to the test and it always proved nothing went right. ive...

you probably already know the background of my situation from my previous posts, but during couples counselling this week, my wife accused me of being a ragaholic of all things, i think im quight normal, i get angry in certern situations is expected being a male. like when i clean the house...

for some reasn my wife is very angry at me, after 2 12 hour day shifts, i stayed up, to sleep during the dya fo rmy night shift, instead she woke me up early, saying she was upset, and couldnt handle everything, so i looked after my daughter all day until i went to work all night until about...

I have to get out of this abusive relationship, theirs no love for years, i know the last time we had sex was when she was pregnant with my 19 month old daughter. their is no affection only hate for a long time, every time i do something i just get critisised and run down, although she will say...

well today, i had to mind our daughter while she was out dealing with something else for the afternoon, so my daughter loves the backyard, so i decided to clean the shed out, which has contained about a dozen moving box's which hadnt been opened in the 3 years since we moved here. So i started...