Ecclesiastes

i'm terribly sorry to hear about your sweet pup know that there are many of us here who know exactly how you must feel.. you gave her such a great life and cared for her in many ways that other dogs don't get. my heart broke when my golden retriever passed five years ago, i still miss her, but now it's easy for me to remember what a sweetheart she was and how much i loved having her around. she still visits me in my dreams sometimes and it makes me smile i hope you can feel better soon..

sorry to hear about your dog .... read my post maybe a bubbles number 2 will help it wont be bubbles but it might help with your loss

My condolences for your loss. May the passage of time do away with the grief and soothe the memory.

well i find it good for advice and writing about what i'm going through. I have met alot of people here that i would consider good friends, there was a meeting organized too but i was too afraid to go when it came to the day. And to answer your other question when you first join its difficult cause it seems like everyone knows each other already but if you stick around there is a good bunch of people on here and you may make friends. just don't use it too much though cause this place can get quite addictive

no that fine you answered my question!
it was similar for me i was always shy but from when i was 13 i was bullied in school too which went on for 5 years that was what started my sp. well i hope you do find this site helpful! it has helped me alot!

well for now, tomorrow i could be different lol so have you always had sp and how bad is it? and do you find this site helpful?

i'm good too

Hi how are you? thank you for the nice comment

I'm doing fine, and you? (

hiya, how have you been doing?

I like your sig! I'm quite a fan of Coldplay, their music and lyrics are pretty powerful, yet kinda peaceful. You have good taste.

ooh yes i know what you mean, some people just rub us up the wrong way, thats life tho, we cant all be expected to get on all the time, your gonna have to trust me on this but i think in your heart, you know what needs to be done to get friends and feel happier and maybe even love yourself, its the nature of this illness thats making you scared and although you really want to get better, its stopping you, the fact you know you should go out with friends and do other things is whats making you cry. its upsetting but just remember you'll get better. one day at a time yeah. x (deception is our mind playing tricks on us?)

thats better lol. you know what i think your probably right about the mood swings but everybody has moody moments in life, happy, sad, lonely etc, its how you deal with your mood that counts! say for example somebody upsets you, do you act miserable to your mum or friends? after all its not them thats upset you, you need to adjust your mood for every situation and person you see or speak too, even if you are upset, just think im gonna start again with a happy mood and enjoy life and the upset will just fade away. im always here for you! x

that is brilliant news! am i talking to the same person lol. stick with it girl, things are gonna be fine, positivity!
im doing well, thanks. i havent been upto much but its raining here and i just love it when it rains, i find it relaxing, almost theraputic. x
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of course you made me happy! got your name off your thread rara, thats a lovely name! my name really is dean. i dont see the point hiding behind another name, i am who i am and if people want to judge me for being sa then so be it, thats there loss. how are you feeling ?

I'm glad if I really did, at least for once in a long while I made someone happy

hey is that a smile, you put on the end of your msg! well you made me happy

it,s ok to cry, it cleanses our soul, we just need to learn to express our emotions, bottling things up just makes things worse. our jugdement becomes impaired and all we can see is the darkness, fight your feelings and things will get better!

so have you ever just wanted to blurt aloud of stuff out and get it off your chest?

try me. i wont walk away!