How are you feeling?

[JuiceB]

I swear, I live in an insane-asylum. It's so hard to keep my sanity in this environment......eventually, I'll be out. If I don't go nuts first.

This just about describes my whole world, from work to home.

 

[Steiner]

i said i would go out with my family to a restaurant tomorrow. im regretting that now i really dont want to go. i just dont want to go out of the house it makes me feel too bad.

I feel the same way. On one side yay food. :applause:On the other side... shit social interaction.:crying:

 

[Lou-s-Darkness]

Wish I was brave enough to find my own apartment or something. Living with parents is a living hell. Especially when all you ever get from them is freaking criticism!!! FML man, seriously...I hate ranting, but I just couldn't bottle this up any longer...Had to let it out someway or another.

 

[Nanita]

Wish I was brave enough to find my own apartment or something. Living with parents is a living hell. Especially when all you ever get from them is freaking criticism!!! FML man, seriously...I hate ranting, but I just couldn't bottle this up any longer...Had to let it out someway or another.

I hear ya. I´ve been there.

 

[coyote]

If you're tall, good-looking, cute or fluffy, it helps.

thank goodness i'm fluffy

 

[Srijita52]

Wish I was brave enough to find my own apartment or something. Living with parents is a living hell. Especially when all you ever get from them is freaking criticism!!! FML man, seriously...I hate ranting, but I just couldn't bottle this up any longer...Had to let it out someway or another.

I'm sorry, I know the feeling though. Oh and don't worry about ranting, just let it all out.

 

[Srijita52]

You had a bad day, it happens. Try not to be too hard on yourself. At least you've got some perspective about it now so you've gained something from it to help you in future.

Thank you.
I still feel down and misunderstood *sigh*. I think part of think is because I'm overthinking about everything. I wish it was that easy to just snap out of it.

 

[Opaline]

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Hah. But I think she used fertility pills.

 

[MikeyC]

I had a surprisingly good day with many laughs, good food and nice people.. so grateful, really needed a break!!

Awesome to hear! I hope for many more of these for you.

I also ate lunch in this parking lot next to a river and fed some ducks, hehe. It was pretty fun actually.

Sometimes it's these little things that can be the most pleasant. I've never fed ducks before. I want to feed ducks. Although in Australia, feeding the great white shark is more appropriate. :bigsmile:

thank goodness i'm fluffy

Are you cotton candy?

I feel GREAT! erfect:

 

[Graeme1988]

Doon n' depressed... again. :crying: F**kin' hate maself! Nae confidence ataw! :kickingmyself:

On the positive side, ma oldest sister has fuct off on a 2 week cruise... Thank f**k! Ah know that sounds bad.... but when yer huvin' tae put up wi' manipulative, condesendin' eejits on an almost daily basis, yer glad tae huv a wee bit peace, y'know. Well, every noo n' again!

 

[BlueDays]

I feel GREAT! erfect:

Well I can't deny being very curious as to what has made you feel so "GREAT" Mikey!?
Whatever it is, I am happy you've got it, read it, ate it, sent it, got rid of it, finally experienced it, or achieved it!

Doon n' depressed... again. :crying: F**kin' hate maself! Nae confidence ataw! :kickingmyself:

I hope you can find a way to relieve these feelings soon Graeme. Hang in there.

 

[BlueDays]

I am exhausted but hopeful.

I must have felt about 30 different feelings throughout today.

Still need to find a successful tool to stop my emotions from reacting to every little outside stimulus I come across.:kickingmyself:

 

[Subpop]

I need to completely change my life.. I will be applying for an immigration to Australia.. Where I can start over a new life. I will save up for some money, leave my miserable parents and go there.. Even if it means I will have to flip burgers for a couple of years, I will do it for the sake of breaking this vicious cycle...

Hey Honda......do this. Follow through with your plan. I am in a similar situation at the moment, only I am about to meet with my managers and request that they pay for me to commute from Indonesia to Australia every 28 days. I need to get out of where I am.......nothing here 'feels' right, like I am in the wrong place at the wrong time, like there are opportunities out there for me to experience and every day that I procrastinate is a day that I miss out beginning to feel alive again.

This may sound odd but my house doesn't feel like home and I somewhat regret buying where I have. I have nothing that is so important that I have to live in Australia. I can jump on a plane and be back here, from Indonesia, in 4 hours if I need to catch up with my family.
I have recently ( during the past 15 months)met several people who live in Asia and South America and commute for work and each have said it is the best risk they have ever taken.
I have enough regrets in my life to date so I don't want to add not moving to another country for at least 6 months as another one. I hope to surf and ride during my time off...to reignite the passion I have lost over the years.

Do it Honda

 

[MikeyC]

Well I can't deny being very curious as to what has made you feel so "GREAT" Mikey!?
Whatever it is, I am happy you've got it, read it, ate it, sent it, got rid of it, finally experienced it, or achieved it!

Just trying to see the good and respect myself a little more. Also eating better. Thank you.

I am exhausted but hopeful.

I must have felt about 30 different feelings throughout today.

Still need to find a successful tool to stop my emotions from reacting to every little outside stimulus I come across.:kickingmyself:

What makes you hopeful?

You will find a way to become more neutral to your surroundings, BlueDays. It does take time, but you'll get there. :thumbup:

 

[Labyrinthine]

I'm so tired of people assuming that because I'm quiet, I'm naive. And I'm not talking just a little naive, but ridiculously so. People are forever telling me the most obvious things.

 

[Steppen-Wolf]

It's friday night and here I am playing Pokemon battles.

So yeah, quite an interesting life lol.

 

[Labyrinthine]

It's friday night and here I am playing Pokemon battles.

Pokemon is pretty awesome.

 

[Capsaicin]

Relieved for the weekend. A night of b-movies and tomorrow I can sleep in.

 

[Graeme1988]

I'm so tired of people assuming that because I'm quiet, I'm naive. And I'm not talking just a little naive, but ridiculously so. People are forever telling me the most obvious things.

h: Aye, it's a... right pain in the arse, eh? Though yer not alone, Labyrinthine. Ah get that fae folk aw the time, family in particular. Though, ah also think people assume that am naive tae the point o' stupid. :kickingmyself:

So yer not alone in feelin' fed up wi' people assumin' things about ya because yer quiet. or folk tellin' ye things that are obvious. :thumbup:

 

[Graeme1988]

Woke up this mornin', thought ah'd went deaf! Turns oot am just blocked up wi' the flu! :ironicsmile: So currently am feelin' somewhere between naff n' pure shite! :sad: