Phoenixx
Well-known member
^ Really sorry to hear, Lyra. :
: If you ever need to talk about anything, my inbox is always open. You say you're not comfortable with your therapist yet, but give it time, things may change. I'm glad you've made a start towards getting help though. That's always a big step. I know it's hard to ignore past insults, trust me I have my days where they really trouble me too. All those insults and negativity though, they NEVER define who you are or what you are. Don't let those words eat away at you.^ No apology needed, for anyone. You shouldn't be sorry for your current state or how you feel. I think that "strong, secure, positive person" is what we all look for within ourselves. The hard part is figuring out how we get there and become that person. I know I'm still trying, but I've noticed that I'm a bit better than I was last year. Not a huge improvement, no, but it is all about baby steps. You say you were already on the right track before. You can get there again, I know it. Hang in there and keep trying.
^ Please, please don't assume this. Who knows, you could be back on the right track within a year's time. I know it's hard, and I know when you're depressed it feels like an endless void, and that you'll be stuck that way forever. It isn't though, and things get better. They will for you, just try to be patient and give it time.
^ If you feel you need to let it out here, let it out. Don't feel guilty about it. I know you weren't expecting me to have anything to say, and I don't expect my words to cure you in any way (wouldn't that be a miracle, eh?), BUT I do hope I helped you at least a little.
I understand what you're going through Lyra, I do. I hope you're able to cheer up a little tonight. Hang in there. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
