JuiceB
Well-known member
Sorry to hear about your friend's death.
How are you feeling?
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MarionBerry
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So happy! I learned a new skill today: installing a new hard drive in a Macbook; and didn't have to pay a gazillion dollars for a new laptop like I initially thought. Yay!
Congratulations. What a life saver.
I kind of miss that too. Same for me planemo.
Oh you poor kiwi :
:. You just need some care. I'm very sorry to hear about your friend Invisibleman.
Hellhound
Super Moderator
Well, well, well... I am feeling better than the other days, I guess. I had a talk with my therapist and nagged at her about how I thought her diagnosis was a cosmic failure. She agreed that she was probably wrong about it and took some irrelevant things about my personality as symptoms of some psychotic illness when they were just... personality traits.
We taked for a long while, then she told me that what I have is most likely SA, Agoraphobia and Depression, and some paranoid traits. This makes a lot more sense now.
Although, I am debting wether to continue with her or not. She has helped a lot with some things, but there are other things that have not improved at all. SA and Agoraphobia seem to be like an impossible thing for her to handle, which is really stupid, considering she was trained for treating that. I don't get it, really...
We taked for a long while, then she told me that what I have is most likely SA, Agoraphobia and Depression, and some paranoid traits. This makes a lot more sense now.
Although, I am debting wether to continue with her or not. She has helped a lot with some things, but there are other things that have not improved at all. SA and Agoraphobia seem to be like an impossible thing for her to handle, which is really stupid, considering she was trained for treating that. I don't get it, really...
Is it bad that this made me laugh?
Hellhound
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coyote
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Labyrinthine
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I went from feeling perfectly pleasant to depressed. It was out of nowhere, and I'd love to simply crawl into a hole until it passes.
KiaKaha
Banned
Thanks Coyote - I wish I could get the support IRL as I do in here.
It would make a world of difference to me.
It really really would.
I cant afford to leave this forum.
Things would be bad if I did.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
In freakin' agony! My right knee is really sore. I can barely walk. :: My cerebral palsy is acting up.
My throat is still sore as well. Feel like no-one gives a f**k about me. That bleak, dismal cloud o' depression is back! F**kin' hate when I'm feelin' depressed.
: My cerebral palsy is acting up.My throat is still sore as well. Feel like no-one gives a f**k about me. That bleak, dismal cloud o' depression is back! F**kin' hate when I'm feelin' depressed.
Srijita52
Well-known member
I'm sorry Graeme. Hang in there, I hope you feel better soon.In freakin' agony! My right knee is really sore. I can barely walk. :
My throat is still sore as well. Feel like no-one gives a f**k about me. That bleak, dismal cloud o' depression is back! F**kin' hate when I'm feelin' depressed.
I know the feeling Kia. I'll always care about you just like everyone else here. Stay strong.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'll do my best. I think I'll going and have good cry now. :
: Which feel better afterwards?
hidwell
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I feel for you mate, the dating game is the hurting game .
hidwell
Well-known member
Have you tried a punch bag ?
KiaKaha
Banned
No. I think sleep is a better option. Being unconscious is about as good as it gets.
Srijita52
Well-known member
Yeah, I think its a good idea to have a cry, it might help you to clear your mind.I'll do my best. I think I'll going and have good cry now. :
I'm sorry Kia. If there's anything you want to talk about my inbox is always open.
KiaKaha
Banned
Good night SPW - so its my bedtime now.
Tomorrow I will wake up and live another day of my existence. One day closer to death.
Go to work where everyone ignores me - so I can get paid to buy food to keep me alive so I can go to work to get paid - to live an existence that is unfulfilling. Over and over again...
oh well - at least as each day passes I wont have so many left to live out. See... I *CAN* look on the bright side.
and you all think I am pessimistic.
Ridiculous.
Now excuse me while I cry myself to sleep.
Tomorrow I will wake up and live another day of my existence. One day closer to death.
Go to work where everyone ignores me - so I can get paid to buy food to keep me alive so I can go to work to get paid - to live an existence that is unfulfilling. Over and over again...
oh well - at least as each day passes I wont have so many left to live out. See... I *CAN* look on the bright side.
and you all think I am pessimistic.
Ridiculous.
Now excuse me while I cry myself to sleep.
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