How are you feeling?

Nathália

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Aw, thanks Beleza. Yeah, July hasn't been the best month for me. Though, I'm personally having a hard time going through CBT at the moment. Dealing with the past 3 months (deaths in the family) has been emotionally hard.

Thank you Graeme. I hope CBT gets better for you.

yay hugs.

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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Thank you Graeme. I hope CBT gets better for you.

yay hugs.

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Yeah, my next CBT session is at the beginning of August. I certainly hope it gets better. Though, I wish I was less self-conscious about messaging people on here. You know... like I'm still scared to open up to the very people going through the same thing as me, weird innit? Worried about what you folks are gonnae think of me. Ridicularse, really. :D
 

vse2008

Member
I'm seriously depressed. I'm so sick of the the bull. Life sucks. Wishing and hoping for a stroke or something to put me out of my misery. Marriage is the worst possible situation.
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
^ Awww. ::(: I know that feeling though. Not being able to cry is a lot worse than crying all the time. At least with crying you're letting emotions out. It's very hard for me to cry when I want to, it's like all that emotion is stuck and it's just eating away at you.

I really hope you feel better soon. *hugs*

*Hugs* to you too, Vamp, and to anyone else feeling down lately.

Yeah, I know that feeling. I've been like that for a few days now as well. ::(:

Feeling rather pessimistic and lonely too. So not great.

July not the best month ever? I am very sorry you all feel that way. I have been feeling very sick from sadness too. I wake up and feel sick to my stomach for even living. ::(: That you all feel that way, I wish I could really hug an talk to you all.
Thanks all. And sorry to Graeme and Beleza for not feeling too great, either.
 

dyingtolive

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i always feel bad at sunday nights... feeling slightly unsuccessful and like a failure today...

i got a cash gift from my father and that made me feel very shocked and happy. it was the most money he's ever given to me and i desperately needed it to pay the bills too. i felt real good about that... and i guess i will just focus on the positive of that and try to wipe up the negatives with it. try alittle harder. try harder, stop ****ing up. just stop whining and ****ing just keep ****ing trying my best
 

this_portrait

Well-known member
Sick of being a lazy a$$ outside of work all the time. I'm definitely going to be more productive this week outside of work, starting tomorrow afternoon.
 

Foxface

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Awful. I had a shower, came back down and my favorite song came on the radio, and my curse made me so ****ing itchy. Now my skin is bleeding and it burns.
 

Nathália

Well-known member
Im a filthy scumbag.

What? A "flithy scumbag", why are you being so mean to yourself?


I was thinking of a way I could describe how I feel without using words like "sad, depressed, empty" etc... but I couldn't think of anything. I'm tired of using those words and they sound so lame.

But I am bored and depressed. Very little motivation to do anything. Past few days I have slept a lot and used some substances to escape for a bit. I have no one to talk to, really, except my family but that gets old. A few acquaintances here and there but those don't amount to very substantial conversations.

My sisters will be home tonight, so that's something I guess.

I feel like a pathetic, useless blob of flesh. I could easily just sit and stare at the wall all day and then fall asleep.

I feel like I'm not in reality any more. Or that there is no such thing as "reality". It seems like a never-ending nightmare that I need to wake up from, to a different reality... or something.

Same here, I have not felt like anything, I want to freeze time.
 

AsTimeBurns

Well-known member
Just do yourself a favour, don't ever think "oh I know what will stop that itching..if I spray some deodorant on it".

Okay yes it stopped the itching, but it was not worth it.


Note: This may not have the terrible consequences I suffered, if you apply to less testicle-like body part.
 

JuiceB

Well-known member
Been feeling like my minds' going blank. I can't think straight. I haven't been able to focus on anything lately.
 
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