How are you feeling?

Im actually annoyed right now. Ive been talking to some girl lately (platonically) who has the IQ of a 4 year old and shes pissing me off....

Women can be very annoying sometimes. My mom's stubborness is intolerable, no matter what you say or argue calmly trying to reason out politely, it's like talking to a damn wall.
 

MikeyC

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Im actually annoyed right now. Ive been talking to some girl lately (platonically) who has the IQ of a 4 year old and shes pissing me off....
No, that's bad. I know people with seemingly low IQ's and it's impossible to have a conversation with them. I try not to anymore, or just stick with pleasantries if necessary.

Like I enjoyed my day of doing absolutely nothing but vegging here with you lovely folks :)
Well, we are quite lovely, aren't we? *giggle*

itchy...................
I have my fingernails at the ready!
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
Okay, so I'm feeling a little confused, I suppose.

So, I'm in a band. We're not hugely successful or anything like that. We have some kind of following but nothing that could get us supporting Metallica or anything like that. Anyway, we've recorded two albums and we're writing a third one now, with plans to start recording stuff in December. Not to be biased, but I do think the material we have now is really cool and I'm enjoying playing them.

Now, the bad thing is that I'm increasingly becoming unhappy with the band. The guitarist/vocalist is alright. He has Aspergers and has a range of problems that stump even mine but we get along quite well. The bass guitarist, on the other hand, is not cool. I get along with him but I've increasingly found that I have little reason to talk to him outside the band. I don't want to hang around after rehearsals and I don't even want to speak to him most of the time. He has a very mean personality and will constantly taunt our guitarist because why not. With his Aspergers he finds that quite difficult to deal with, as he has told me on a number of occasions.

He keeps saying he'll kick the bassist out but never does. I think he wants to keep him around for the album recording, but I reckon he won't kick him out even after that.

I've also noticed that when they're together, our guitarist will become meaner, as well.

Point is, I like the music and I like what we're doing, but I feel like I'm not connecting with them as a band should.

I want to stay to record the album and have my picture and credits on there, but I've been seriously contemplating leaving, despite that leaving a big hole for our guitarist to fill.

Anyway, thanks for reading. Just feels good to get that out there.
 
Quite depressed. Really really really wish i was dead (with no afterlife). So no more "fake" company --> no more attachment to anything --> no more false complacency/hapiness --> no more loss (of hapiness/things) --> no more harsh aloneness/separation/loneliness. I may as well be living up in "Hell" right now, whever that is.
(hope this doesnt sound too harsh, but is exactly how am feeling)
 
It's 1:43 10/23/11. Do I make a wish now?? I wish to fall asleep. Unfortunately, I made a stupid mistake. I accidentally took my night meds this morning, so I already took my Ambien for the day. I don't really think it would hurt to take another, but I don't really want to find out.
 
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