How are you feeling?

Apotheosis

Well-known member
I think...

I feel...

Oh, god. I can't stop it. HELP! I... I...

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh...
better far to live and die
Under the brave black flag I fly,
Than play a sanctimonious part,
With a pirate head and a pirate heart.
Away to the cheating world go you,
Where pirates all are well-to-do;
But I’ll be true to the song I sing,
And live and die a Pirate King.

For I am a Pirate King!
And it is, it is a glorious thing
To be a Pirate King!

(P.S. I LOVE YOU PHOCAS. I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT SHOW. (I was in it last year. I have the long-term memory of a dead goldfish.))

(And Beatrice don't be sad ::(: or I may have to post me ACTUALLY singing to cheer you up! And really, you don't want that. YOU DON'T WANT THAT!)

(P.P.S. What's the proper way to place parenthesis within parenthesis, do I use square brackets around the curvy ones, like: [()] or is that only in math?)

(P.P.P.S. Let me know if you find out about those pirates, Malice, I NEED TO KNOW)
 

Tiercel

Well-known member
I'm feeling great! I doubt anyone's noticed (most of you probably don't even know me :p) but I just got back from a really long hiatus from this site (haven't logged on since early January) because of the stress I faced during my Senior year in high school but I finally graduated on Thursday and earned my freedom from the evil clutches of public school for life and couldn't be anymore happy :)

Congrats, grad. :D

And I'm another who noticed your absence. Not many chicks keep one hand in their mouths, let alone two. ;)

Looking at Mom's pics from our little camping trip, I get the feeling Dad didn't save all of them. Time to see about recovering files off of an SD card.

:rolleyes:
 

simpsons2007

Well-known member
Mentally drained, stressed. Spent 2hrs up the council office filling in a housing form to get me on the council housing waiting list. They said it could take 6months+ to get a flat. Looks like I'm going to be stuck in hell for a while longer yet. While I was is the office with the lady asking questions I was a complete nervous wreck. I could hardly answer her questions. I could only give short yes/no answers. I was just glad I had a family member there with me who answered most of the questions on my behalf as I couldn't speak most of the time. If I didn't have family member there with me I would never been able to cope.
 

Phoenixx

Well-known member
Feels REALLY great! The amount of stress I was getting there was unbelievable and my SA only made it all the more difficult to endure. I didn't even attend the commencement ceremony for graduation because of it. Are you going?
^ Yeah I have to go. :p I don't really want to, but then again, I'm sure I won't find it too intimidating now compared to my other graduation I went to the other night.

I actually had two graduations this year. For my last two years of high school I decided to take a culinary class, which was a program through this post-secondary institution, which also had other programs for students in the county. Anyway, they have their own graduation, and I attended that one two nights ago. That one is MUCH bigger than my high school graduation. I survived though, thank god. So, I don't think I'll too intimidated by my high school one now.
 

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
I'm in pre-anxiety mode right now. This afternoon I have to help my brother set-up chairs for his wedding on Saturday, and there's going to be a few people there I don't know. It's so shaming to feel this way, in reality, it's nothing but 2 or three guys I haven't met, but I'll sit around dreading this **** all day.
 

Danfalc

Banned
Feeling like death. I'm on like day 11 or something and it is still hell, a week of not eating or sleeping, can't even game. Don't know if it's the detox meds or the lung stuff, but I feel like an old man. Went up town to pay some bills and felt like I was going to collapse.

Though I really shouldn't be out of bed, let alone out of the house, but I just want to move forward.

With dropping off a high dose, instead of tapering I can maybe expect two more weeks of this too. But I will get through it, no matter what happens or how bad it gets. I have even refused nitrazipam and diazipam off my doctor, as I want to do this naturally and not take anything else which could possibly be addictive.

Today made me realize just how good friends I have though, I got two new graphics cards through the post, I think she was getting rid of them anyway but it meant a lot she thought of me. Had so much support off people too, some from people I would not expect to understand.

wow rant, sorry people of spw.
 

dottie

Well-known member
SEEING RED ANGRY. the bank keeps stealing money from me. YES, stealing. so i went to the branch to address it and they stole even more money from me. $24 for a printout of my statement?! an overdraft fee the day i closed my account?! i am taking them to small claims court. this is unethical.
 

Danfalc

Banned
this is a dangerous combination, the last time i tried both together it really almost led me to where you're feeling.
make yourself sleep at any cost. whatever it takes. fasting is pretty bearable with it :>

Sadly it's not out of choice. On this detox your stomach convulses if you try and eat, and sleep is pretty much impossible without drugs...which is why Im doing this in the first place, to avoid them.

But sorry to hear you went through something similar with not eating/sleeping, and thanks for your concern :)
 

miss_amy

Well-known member
You are doing good Dan, and I think you have an excellent attitude. It was never going to be easy and you knew that. Be proud of yourself and keep going. You WILL come through this.
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

Well-known member
Feeling like death. I'm on like day 11 or something and it is still hell, a week of not eating or sleeping, can't even game. Don't know if it's the detox meds or the lung stuff, but I feel like an old man. Went up town to pay some bills and felt like I was going to collapse.

Though I really shouldn't be out of bed, let alone out of the house, but I just want to move forward.

With dropping off a high dose, instead of tapering I can maybe expect two more weeks of this too. But I will get through it, no matter what happens or how bad it gets. I have even refused nitrazipam and diazipam off my doctor, as I want to do this naturally and not take anything else which could possibly be addictive.

Today made me realize just how good friends I have though, I got two new graphics cards through the post, I think she was getting rid of them anyway but it meant a lot she thought of me. Had so much support off people too, some from people I would not expect to understand.

wow rant, sorry people of spw.

Gotta get it out, so rants are fine. You'll get through this. Good for not taking more drugs that you could get addicted too. And the support and friends you have really are proven and forged in times of need and pain - I'm glad you have good friends there. That support is more invaluable than anything else. I wish I had that. Maybe I do somewhere.

Get better sooner I hope. =)
 

NathanielWingatePeaslee

Iä! Iä! Cthulhu fhtagn!
Staff member
Feeling like death. I'm on like day 11 or something and it is still hell, a week of not eating or sleeping, can't even game. Don't know if it's the detox meds or the lung stuff, but I feel like an old man. Went up town to pay some bills and felt like I was going to collapse.

Though I really shouldn't be out of bed, let alone out of the house, but I just want to move forward.

With dropping off a high dose, instead of tapering I can maybe expect two more weeks of this too. But I will get through it, no matter what happens or how bad it gets. I have even refused nitrazipam and diazipam off my doctor, as I want to do this naturally and not take anything else which could possibly be addictive.

Today made me realize just how good friends I have though, I got two new graphics cards through the post, I think she was getting rid of them anyway but it meant a lot she thought of me. Had so much support off people too, some from people I would not expect to understand.

wow rant, sorry people of spw.
You said something about them having to get arterial blood to see what's up with you lung? When will you get some sort of more definite diagnosis on that?
 
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