this_portrait
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I don't know about the rest of you who have never been intimate or had a sexual relationship with anyone, but I'm terrified of it.
This sounds rather contradictory, because I always fantasize about it. I daydream about it during the day and think about it all the time at night before I go to sleep. Whenever I'm all by myself, and no one else is around, my mind wanders to thoughts of being intimate with some imaginary guy who probably doesn't even exist.
In reality, though, I know I wouldn't be able to live up to my fantasies. In reality, physical intimacy scares the living hell out of me. It's one of the reasons why I back out of potential relationships, why I have difficulty finding a date. . . I want it, but then I don't want it.
Does anyone else feel the same way?
This sounds rather contradictory, because I always fantasize about it. I daydream about it during the day and think about it all the time at night before I go to sleep. Whenever I'm all by myself, and no one else is around, my mind wanders to thoughts of being intimate with some imaginary guy who probably doesn't even exist.
In reality, though, I know I wouldn't be able to live up to my fantasies. In reality, physical intimacy scares the living hell out of me. It's one of the reasons why I back out of potential relationships, why I have difficulty finding a date. . . I want it, but then I don't want it.
Does anyone else feel the same way?