Why are you depressed at the moment?

*sigh* well at least you can cry. Crying due to emotional stress helps wash away some of the depression. I can't cry >_> I just sit and stare at the wall hoping to find a reason not to be depressed

OCD is pretty bad right now.....I'm taking medication but it's a small dosage that only helps a little.

At the moment Im depressed because Im trying to save people the pain of being in my life and I just keep hurting them more.

phocas said: ↑

I feel as though I'm being squashed under the weight of layers of unhappiness to the point that its difficult to rise to any full enjoyment anymore. I've lost the buoyancy that was keeping me afloat.

Sorry to hear that, mate. You've been such a light and buoyancy for others in the forums, I hope you find your fluid dynamics again soon. I've felt similar over the last few months. But it won't last forever. Those layers peel away some by themselves over time others because you'll tear them away eventually. Just keep some faith in yourself. 😀 Hope you feel better sooner than later. If ever need to talk about it I'm all ears. Or tail. Or... yeah =D

Why am I depressed... idk why. I don't think I'm depressed, just want to die. That's all. I think, little things make me depressed. Like waking up way too freakin late, facebook, being yelled at, forgotten. That stuff. ..Lonlieness...

One being my pathetic life, i feel like im just repeating the same days over and over. And because i dont have the courage to end my life, too weak to be alive, too weak to kill myself. Im somewhere in between.
Im half-drunk now so atm i feel very good \o/

I am depressed at the moment because everything is so dang complicated. Someone I tried to help.... is off the hook with rampant bad behavior... she's already lost her kids to the state and is not going to get them back by doing what she is doing. She totally brings me down with her incessant narcissism and whining...and she's got me to the point that I am ready to beat the living tar outta her. I've already kicked her out of my house... but still her drama keeps coming.

No one ever understands. :🙁:

Being unable to look at myself and feeling overall---- completely useless.
I sit in my room and wish I could do something, have someone to talk to, have a moment of peace without panic; but it never happens.

I am pointless.

I've lost something very dear to me

pebblesdundee said: ↑

I've lost something very dear to me

^ Aw, what would that be?

Phoenixx said: ↑

^ Aw, what would that be?

Something I found again 😀

pebblesdundee said: ↑

Something I found again 😀

^ Yay! 🙂 Was it a sock you lost in the laundry?

Finding the lost matching pair always makes me happy. :😛:

I feel worthless. Completely.

So bored right now....I think I'll go to bed early today.

I need to make big changes and I have Zero motivation to do any of them. Guess it's more like a lack of confidence...

I feel like I am stuck in a big sticky trap.

Too many to list...

I'm worried about my mother. She quit her job and hasn't found a new one. At the end of the month, she will run out of money and I don't know what we are going to do. I feel exceptionally bad because I have been jobless for almost a year and have "borrowed" a lot of money from her in that time. I'd kick my own ass if it were possible.

I really miss someone, just being around her.

I ran an absolute shocker.