Right now I'm bothered cause I really should go to bed, but I have this yearning in my heart. It's always there, and I feel like I need an answer. I don't have any peace, I can't settle until I've somehow addressed this anxiety in my chest, this existential angst, these feelings of loneliness and incompleteness, that something isn't quite right. I want so much out of life, I have so many unanswered questions, so many fears and anxieties, so much baggage....
I want to feel good. I want to feel great. I want to find people who are like me and be friends. I want to feel good about myself, without having to resort to the shallow ranking of myself over others. I want someone to like me. I want some clarity and some sense and some hope. I want some optimism and excitement about life. I want some freedom and joy in my life. I want happiness.