philly2bits
Well-known member
I'll be blunt. I don't care about 99% of you. Your first thought may very well be "what a douchebag" but it shouldn't be. By not caring about you I do not mean I wish you harm, or if you were bleeding on the street I would not help. What I mean is I have no emotions toward you at all.
This complete lack of ability to emotionally connect with people is perhaps my biggest problem. To be human is to connect with others, on some level, in some way. It is a huge part of what it means to be a person to, for better or worse, develop some connection that drives us forward.
What does it mean then when a person can not for the life of them muster an emotion in response to another. To hear stories of love found or fortunes gained. Of victory and defeat, of joy and sorrow, all as if it were listening to a weather report? A soulless series of facts that may or may hold their interest, but none the less is devoid of any substance. Can a person living in such a horrible shade of gray truly feel human?
This complete lack of ability to emotionally connect with people is perhaps my biggest problem. To be human is to connect with others, on some level, in some way. It is a huge part of what it means to be a person to, for better or worse, develop some connection that drives us forward.
What does it mean then when a person can not for the life of them muster an emotion in response to another. To hear stories of love found or fortunes gained. Of victory and defeat, of joy and sorrow, all as if it were listening to a weather report? A soulless series of facts that may or may hold their interest, but none the less is devoid of any substance. Can a person living in such a horrible shade of gray truly feel human?