What are you thinking (at this exact minute....?)

I've ****ed up big time

Damn techies, get me my nukes already.

Yes, I have Hearts of Iron 3.

I am thinking how wonderful it is having friends that actually care about me. I am also thinking that I would like to be more than friends, because I am really getting addicted to this warm fuzzy feeling...The feeling you get when someone other than your immediate family cares for you... WOW, what a rush. I could really get used to this. Of course, I can crush on them without them knowing it too.... Or maybe they do know it? Hmmmm Ah who am I kidding.. I'm too old anyways...

that i shouldn't be on here when i have another paper to work on.
i want to write messages to people but my brain is too slow.
i hope i can find a good ghost story to read before i go to sleep.
i wonder what this site would look like in orange.

Should really get ready

why a girl i like has not spoken to me for like 2 weeks when we have not fallen out or anything....its pissing me off...

I want to go the shop, and I'm going on holiday soon. 🙂

I'm thinking.. How on earth did I get like 13 hours of sleep, and where is the sense in that weird dream I had? And uh, will my parents be quieter?

(Megadeth's "Poison Was The Cure" running in mind's background) Still too antsy. Need to get to bed. I hope the dog doesn't wake up before I go up to bed.

That I'm never going to meet a decent and kind man and settle down.

should i continue or not.

Edit: Never mind, I need to stop taking things personally. Especially when I'm manufacturing problems that aren't there to start with.

New thought: Why do we wish for things we can't have?

that im such an idiot for not going in for that job interview

Why is my luck so bad?

Somethings gotta change!

Gotta get a job now, even if it's something that's not great but will have money coming in while finding a better job. Sleep tonight. Call job recruiter(s) tomorrow morning. On plus side, I had time to do a few things over the past 2 weeks. Let's go.

baboonface said: ↑

that im such an idiot for not going in for that job interview

Hey it's cool - I've done that myself before as I felt the job wasn't right for me. Maybe this was the same for you. Just forget about it and move on to the next one - a job that you would enjoy doing or at least wouldn't hate. And always keep looking even after employed somewhere, as a job that you like better could always come along at any time.

jamie99 said: ↑

Why is my luck so bad?

Well, at least you have good taste in music (I like your avatar 🙂).

Escargot goes well with white wine. I just had it for the first time and I love it.