It's just like any other socializing for me. If I have something to say, usually I'm fine. But I'm really bad at initiating conversation, even if I know exactly what to say.
It's just like any other socializing for me. If I have something to say, usually I'm fine. But I'm really bad at initiating conversation, even if I know exactly what to say.
Yikes! That would have been really awkward if she recognized you!!!\The funny thing is, she's my boss now (I'm a part-time cleaner) and I don't think she recognises/remembers me from that dating site (I hope...). Cos we did exchange photos there.
I'll admit, I'll start typing a regular forum post, only to back out of what I was posting.
It stems from the fear that I post too much. That I'll over saturate the board with myself. That ppl will collectively hate me... Silly...?![]()
I always write things and immediately wish I hadn't bothered to post because I sound retarded-- no matter how long it took me to come up with what I'd written.
Like right now, for example.
But I write it anyways.
I tend to put a lot of thought and effort into whatever post I make, and sometimes I do wonder if I should even bother.
I feel like someone needs to message me first in order for me to feel like I have permission to message them.
I love anything in writing. Anything. Even snail mail. It's just comfortable for me because I can go over it several times to make sure there are no mistakes. And I don't have to see the person's reactions to what I'm saying.
I hate phones, skype, etc. Blegh. I feel like I can't organize my thoughts properly when I'm speaking out loud, that I'm an incoherent mess. And I feel like people are just judging my face, my mannerisms, everything.