Doctors. I had to go see a psychiatrist today. I understand they are just doing their job, but they never dare to think out of the box. It's always according to the rules. They're simply aiming to place me in a category, so that they can say they've done their job. They have to put that face on that says "I care and I'm worried" even though they don't give a ****, instead they're just pitying you and looking at you like you're some kind of alien that they have to prescribe drugs to. Then they ask the safest.... most obvious questions that require no thinking what so ever. "Do you have rituals?" No. And if I did, I'd know myself that I had OCD, so what's the point of being here? "Do you ever feel very awake and stay up for nights on end?" No. But I know you are getting at mania, for bipolar depression. What is the point of me being here again?