Things that piss you off...

People whom rant dramatic cheesy-poetic statements instead of telling you what's wrong with them. I can't do anything with the first one.

Remembering past. Fought long and hard to shut it out. There it is, right there. Yeah, you found it, good for you.

Companies that thrive on people's ignorance, like getting away with putting carcinogenic ingredients in skin care products.

Today's music. Especially people who don't care if their favorite "music artist" didn't write their own songs or even sing live in concert...or who uses autotune! That's not real music, people!

People who make it their business to prevent homosexuals from marrying, as if they're doing the world a favor or something.

Airheads/bimbos, gossipers...no matter how pretty they are.
And the guys who go for them nonetheless.

Students who bring their laptops to lecture to check facebook and chat.

Clothes that cost in the hundreds or thousands.

Eh there's more but that's all I can think of for now...

Fancy Dress Parties - they're just not funny or cool.

People that have the latest mobile phones - at most you need it to phone, text, access internet and play music.

Banks - always trying to sell you something you dont need. No wonder people get into debt.

Grown men that wear replica sports wear - especially F1 or darts tops.

The price of petrol in the UK.

Estate Agents.

X-Factor and all thos other shows that create manufactured, crap music.

People that crave attention - but talk nothing but crap when they have it.

My mother. 😠

Doctors. I had to go see a psychiatrist today. I understand they are just doing their job, but they never dare to think out of the box. It's always according to the rules. They're simply aiming to place me in a category, so that they can say they've done their job. They have to put that face on that says "I care and I'm worried" even though they don't give a ****, instead they're just pitying you and looking at you like you're some kind of alien that they have to prescribe drugs to. Then they ask the safest.... most obvious questions that require no thinking what so ever. "Do you have rituals?" No. And if I did, I'd know myself that I had OCD, so what's the point of being here? "Do you ever feel very awake and stay up for nights on end?" No. But I know you are getting at mania, for bipolar depression. What is the point of me being here again?

Wet Paint

Itchiness

life and death

Daz said: ↑

Wet Paint

Itchiness

Is this an allergy?😛

Aru_Sarutobi said: ↑

life and death

Thats interesting.
Life yes, But I will be welcoming death with open arms when it finally comes.


Today it is the fact that I have no talent for anthing.😠

It pisses me off that I get annoyed at people for trying to spend time with me and show that they care.

Sometimes I just want to be alone, and my family just gets in my face lksjdf even though they're really trying to be nice.. I end up snapping at them or what not because I just don't know what else to do and if I try to tell them nicely idk but I think I'm afraid of breaking out into sobs and tears at times like that, so instead i get angry... I hate myself after, but what's done is done... wish I could show my love and appreciation more to those around me :🙁:

Networks that are too cheap to buy in new seasons of classic (still running) shows and just keep repeating ancient episodes.

Here's one that's been happening to me more often at my school lately:

Someone will be walking verrrryyyyyy sloooooooowlyyyyyy in front of me and once I try to go around them they'll stop suddenly, turn around, bump into me, and give ME the dirty look when they're the one who's walking like they have a broom up their a** and suddenly decide to stop and turn around for no apparent friggin reason!! 😠

^ Oh my hahahaha that sounds completely idiotic. Lost-dazed-sheep people! I think the school might be out to get you. lol

I am doing/feeling things that pisses me off! I don't think I hate myself per say, but I am constantly reminded of the daily animosity I dispense into myself.

A workshop I'm to attend start in a few hours and my heart feels like a motor revving up. I also have a former customer dropping by to visit and I am fearful of how I feel. I think I have triggered a fight or flight response in myself. I feel very agitated and fearful at the same time. I am gravitating towards further isolation. It is like taking one step forward and two steps back into a dark place that is haunted by my demons.I have been this way for thirty years and rarely do I get rest from these feelings/poor decisions. Unless I am securely in my "COMFORT ZONE", I have what feels like an almost impossible life to live. I am trying to make the best of my situation but it really hurts bad and it feels like an ever eternal life of sadness. Though I sure as hell don't wish to die because of the beauty of the good moments of a better life, I do wish I could disappear in these sustained times of self torturous madness.

All the unhealthy anger at myself literally is killing me inside. I figure with my head running on cortisol and hurting like it is right now, I am worried my mind will age ahead of my body before I leave this life.

I am sure many of you relate.....

trying to read something then falling asleep and losing all memory of what was read. Pointless.

People more like. Doctors! I cant stand them. So careless. I went to get my boobs checked the other day because i found a lump and after he told me i was fine he acted like i was wasting his time, then insulted me about the way i look. Then when my dad died in the hospital months ago the doctor got his name wrong in the last few minutes left of his life. My dad must of felt like crap.

Sorry to swear but what a bunch of inconsiderate, mean twats.

cars decorated for xmas with antlers and red nose

couples kissing because i don't have love. well atleast not yet.