[MY LYRICS]
I can see em looking at me, even when I try to sleep. I watch the years go by, and stress is underneath, keep my heart beat under control, feel my knees weak, end of the month checks gone, I'm in to deep, cause I'm not worth a penny, and I can't pay a bit of rent, and pretty much everything about me is spent, but don't have a choice, cause I was born with a curse, I could put it to a stop, but it only gets worse, love was never on my side, I'll admit/ that I tried, so call me a creep, that's me inside, and who on this earth ever knows I'm alive, head is always lost, that's not a ****in' lie, might take the bet, and find me dead on the ground, if it makes you smile more, I'll just cock it now, so say another prayer for me, when you hear the sound. cause when its all over, yeah it's over now.
Living a life of misery, gotta keep and my conscious and my sanity, til it goes a way. goes a way.
I could be the best, if I wanted to be, and take another risk to set me free, til it goes away. goes away.
I'm not fake person, I just don't like people, cause they just don't understand how the **** that I feel, I'm a cast out, and I'm far from society, I'd rather be passed out and far from sobriety, cause I hate it when they look me at me I just wanna scream, GET THE **** OUT OF MY HEAD AND SNAP ME OUT OF THIS DREAM, CAUSE I CANT WAKE UP IT IT AIN'T WHAT IT SEEM, ITS TO LATE TO GIVE A **** AND I'M OUT THIS GAME, cause I'd love to be the one to hold you in my hand, tell you everything about me, and all that I can, but it's just to much, and I'm out of your vision, better see another man, and I'll just keep on missing. cause I love the way its used to be, what happen to the days when I felt like I was me, but I've come to understand that its over now, and I'm better off sitting here, lonely now.