life sucks for me anyways. nobody wants to be around me, or be my friend. nobody likes me.. nobody really cares I think, or would care.
when you've had a history of being alone, you don't know how to be too social, well it's been hard to meet people I guess, so far. I have not made one long term friendship in all my years living where I do, and that is all my life. I had friends but they come and go you know but in the end where I'm at now I feel like I have nobody, and I can't even enjoy the company of my own damn self alone, so how can I with others? they don't like me. I am too problematic for them it seems, as it is for myself.
women want a guy who is OUTSTANDING. I am just the simplest, boring person you can imagine. I am not everyone's sweetheart. I'm not a "social butterfly", I am not "interesting". There is nothing of interest with me I am just a human being with nothing in me.
I am not experienced. I could use some help because everywhere I go I look like a lost idiot, and all alone, and nobody wants to be with a person who has himself isolated, lacking in common sense, creativity and spirit.