Dark angel
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I was in my statistics class today(which I hate with a burning passion) and this guy who I consider to be the cutest one in the classroom sat next to me today. He usually sits in the front but because the computer where he sits didn't work, he had to move to the back of the room and decided to sit next to me. I started feeling a little bit uneasy. I don't know what it is about attractive people but when I'm around them my behavior changes completely. All of the sudden he started talking to me which I found pretty shocking because I'm not used to have people like him starting a conversation out of nowhere with me. We were talking about the exam we have for tomorrow and how stressed he was because he had a calculus exam today too. I told him to keep calm and that everything would be all right but as the conversation kept going I could notice myself behaving like a robot. Very unsure of what to say, or if I should or should not look his way.
Also, for Friday we have to hand in a portfolio with all the stuff we've done so far in the class and he was worried because he has two exams that day and he was a little bit behind schedule with the computer work we have done in statistics due to the fact that well, he sat in the same damage computer for the whole summer period. I offer myself to send him the things we've done so far and he was very appreciative. Eventually, he gave me his email so that I could send him all the stuff from the class that his being missing and once again was very grateful that I would help him. And here is the thing, he also gave me his phone number and told me that I shouldn't hesitate to call him if I wanted a study partner for the next two exams we have this week. He told me that we could study today after he finish with his calculus exam if I wanted to. Then the real nerves kicked in because this guy is quite intelligent himself, he's gotten pretty good grades so far, and well, I feel mediocre when it comes to my intelligence. I feel slow and kinda dumb. We didn't study today because I had to leave but made the decision to invite him(though a text msg) tomorrow after class to complete the take home test. He hasn't answered yet but still, I don't know if it is the proper thing to do because I'm not very conversative or interesting and definitely not that smart. What if tomorrow we decide to study together and make a fool out myself :: It is not like is just gonna be the two of us because I have other girls who also want to study as well, but still...
... And also, why do I care so much about the others percption about him and not just him... others in general?
Also, for Friday we have to hand in a portfolio with all the stuff we've done so far in the class and he was worried because he has two exams that day and he was a little bit behind schedule with the computer work we have done in statistics due to the fact that well, he sat in the same damage computer for the whole summer period. I offer myself to send him the things we've done so far and he was very appreciative. Eventually, he gave me his email so that I could send him all the stuff from the class that his being missing and once again was very grateful that I would help him. And here is the thing, he also gave me his phone number and told me that I shouldn't hesitate to call him if I wanted a study partner for the next two exams we have this week. He told me that we could study today after he finish with his calculus exam if I wanted to. Then the real nerves kicked in because this guy is quite intelligent himself, he's gotten pretty good grades so far, and well, I feel mediocre when it comes to my intelligence. I feel slow and kinda dumb. We didn't study today because I had to leave but made the decision to invite him(though a text msg) tomorrow after class to complete the take home test. He hasn't answered yet but still, I don't know if it is the proper thing to do because I'm not very conversative or interesting and definitely not that smart. What if tomorrow we decide to study together and make a fool out myself :: It is not like is just gonna be the two of us because I have other girls who also want to study as well, but still...
... And also, why do I care so much about the others percption about him and not just him... others in general?