This is certainly what my father believes. All men must be brave, brash and should take control. I've never been that way. I have always been tentative and shy. He forced me to play in a cricket team at age 12, which comprised of all his cousins sons, most of whom were a few years older than me. They were 'men' apparently. They swore openly, preyed on the weak like me, and believe it or not gossiped quite a lot too. Yes very manly indeed. I never did become a 'man' by being in their company, it just made me more of a recluse. And now, my father wants me to get married, to someone of his choice of course. I'm not quite sure how being a husband will make me into a 'man'. Sure I'll become the man of the house, but my personality wont change. What would make me feel more of a man, is finding a girl that I love and who loves me back. Someone who feels I am important, and that my shyness is not a flaw, but instead a strength. Pity that seems unlikely.