can't really cuddle my sister baby knowing I will never have kids
This is crap. I can't have kids either, owing to being on chemotherapy for more than 10 years. I can still see babies as cute and appreciate other peoples' children. You do not need a big penis to hold a child. You're just looking for something else to complain about.
ukmale said:
how am I suppose to feel like a man if I have to sit down to pee
Guess what? I usually sit down to pee too. For ages, frothy urine meant my kidneys were about to go balls-up again. It got to the point where even seeing a little froth in my pee started to freak me out. Eventually I realized that standing up and peeing means the pee in the toilet will be a bit frothy, and if I just sat down to do it I wouldn't scare myself all the time.
Sitting down to pee isn't an actual problem.
How
you view it is a problem that
you have created for
yourself.
If your penis is so small, why in the name of Jehova would you let some girl take pictures of it? Or even show it to some girl you don't know very well? Being drunk is an excuse for
nothing. Even if it were, this is another problem
you have created.
If you've actually been housebound for 8 years, how did you manage to go out and be all 'partying' and trying to get laid with strangers to begin with? You've made references to going downtown, drinking and clubbing. Which is it? Or if that happened 8 years ago, strange women are still putting their hands down your pants and/or ridiculing for it? Something isn't adding up here.
No way to enjoy life at all? More crap. I had a great meal last night--caught, cleaned, and cooked my own fish. Fantastic. Didn't use my penis once! Perhaps you eat in a different way. I also don't tend to use my penis when I'm watching a movie, or playing Axis and Allies with my friends, or taking pictures, or swimming, or a
whole lot of other things.
Self-pity is addictive. It's also easy. It's also a great way to make sure there's never any improvement in your life.