I can't stop oversleeping. My parents are threatening to kick me out if I don't clean my act up in university. I just love snoozing in, staying in bed those extra hours until my body feels fully rested. It's an addiction. I need help combatting it. The hedonist part of me loves the feel good part of sleep, I don't see it in a mechanical survival way: the body needs a certain amount of sleep to function. I enjoy the dreams, the tossing and turning.
They also wanna drug test me because of my stupid history. I have never seen so much rage in my father's eyes when he told me he'd "break my skull" (he has never hit me in my life, I know it was just a threat) if he found any drugs in my system. I've been clean for over a year. I cannot take a drug without bad tripping and becoming paranoid. Why would I take a drug after it caused me social anxiety, why would I put myself through all of this again? Anyways, this happened yesterday.
Today is a much brighter day.