Nah, I tried that. The mod is rooted deep in its system somehow. I tried looking on forums to see wheter I could remove it manually, but all that hacking stuff goes right over my head. I'm better off buying a new, clean, Wii instead.
I miss my childhood. My weirdness wasn't so evident back then. I had such great friends. I've been spending the past few weeks listening to nostalgic songs that bring back the good times. There's no going back though. I wish I could control what I dream about. I'd go back to when I was in the 2nd grade, with my old best friend before he became like everyone else. Is it okay to hate people on the inside, if that anger is never displayed? I'm exhausted. I just want to lay in the grass all night without thinking about all the stuff my anxiety plagues me with, see the stars. I love looking at the night sky... gives you an appreciation for how little you really are, because I often get so angry that I think I'm the only one who makes sense... there's always something higher than yourself. My life is a vicious circle that's going way too fast.
Yesterday, I had 1 euro on my bank account, right?
I check again today, and there's nearly a thousand on there now..
..
WHAT?! Where the heck did that come from?..
Maybe they switched currency. 1 Euro is probably about 1000 Canadian:😛:
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This night has not been great for me. Ive been feeling depressed and on top of that ive had an absolute headache from hell.Its as if tiny workers are smashing my skull with jackhammers. Ive tried drinking some water and lying down to watch TV and its subsided slightly,atleast for now.
Yesterday, I had 1 euro on my bank account, right?
I check again today, and there's nearly a thousand on there now..
..
WHAT?! Where the heck did that come from?..
Don't spend it. I have read about people who have kept quiet about mistakes with their bank account and have got into serious trouble for spending the money.
Don't spend it. I have read about people who have kept quiet about mistakes with their bank account and have got into serious trouble for spending the money.
Oh I know, I'm definitely need to call them about it. Half of it was supposed to appear, but they overshot it by about 350,-.
It were two separate deposits of very oddly specific amounts, so there was logic behind it. I'm just not sure whether the logic was supposed to be applied in my specific case. I didn't hear anything about it by mail, so I better make sure whether it's supposed to go back.
..I actually did do that (though, not with the money I recieved extra, of course). :😛: But I feel kinda guilty about it too. Since I just bought one. And even though that one was broken, I still feel bad about it. I wanted to sell the other one first, but I can't really sell a hacked/broken product, that would be a jerk move. :X
for how long I should visit my family in two weeks
what to put on the "things I'd like to have list" that friends demanded me to hand out before my birthday
whether my current state is bad enough to justify going to a support group
Hmm I'd say if you are considering it, then it is helpful. As long as something is getting in your way, you can most likely benefit from being supported in your endeavors for change.
Hmm I'd say if you are considering it, then it is helpful. As long as something is getting in your way, you can most likely benefit from being supported in your endeavors for change.
Yeah, I guess. It's just so highly mood deptendent. Sometimes I think "things ain't that bad. I got a job, I'm mostly healthy, I got friends, I got my flat, I don't need meds. Things are good. Why would I need a therapist or a support group?"
And at other times I feel so lonely, that I think that without my parents, I wouldn't be alive anymore. But losing me would hurt them so much, that I could never do that.
So recently, one of my two closer friends, is not feeling well, and very reclusive. I try to make her feel better, but it's not that easy, since she doesn't want contact to people when she feels bad.
Normally I do with her stuff, such as biking to a field of hers outside town and so on. And my second close friend is out of town on a business trip.
I was searching for someone, to bike to a nearby forest. I like forests in the fall... They are so beautiful, and remind me on good times. I might do that alone, maybe not. They remind me on when I was little, and my family and I and the family dog went to the woods to pick mushrooms. 🙂
Here is what the autumn forests look like where I grew up:
Gorgeous pics! I loved Stuttgart, but visited it during June. Now I'd want to go back in autumn! 🙂
I'll travel through Stuttgart in two weeks. 🙂 Glad you had a good time there. Don't forget to check out Cologne the next time you are in Germany. There is a reason why it has the most tourists in Germany. 😉
I'll travel through Stuttgart in two weeks. 🙂 Glad you had a good time there. Don't forget to check out Cologne the next time you are in Germany. There is a reason why it has the most tourists in Germany. 😉
I'm part German and we did this "heritage" tour around Germany. Didn't go to Cologne, but went to places like Rothenberg, Heidelberg, Augsberg, Stuttgart, and Munich. Soooooo beautiful that it almost didn't seem real! You are lucky to live there! 🙂
My mental health has taken a battering and I'm so glad for the break. Off to Melbourne in a couple of days but it's something I want to do, not forced to do. I'm so grateful for the break.
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