Really depressed so I'm at the cinema right now. I'm on my own but I prefer this. I know I won't improve my mood but it's nice to break up the routine.
For anyone like me who regularly pops a pill when you get a headache, its worth noting this recent research..."The new research, conducted by the UK’s National Institute for Health and Clinical Excellence (NICE) has found that ‘millions’ of people are in a vicious cycle of painkiller induced headaches"
Research suggests painkillers can actually cause headaches
Really depressed so I'm at the cinema right now. I'm on my own but I prefer this. I know I won't improve my mood but it's nice to break up the routine.
I hoped one day I'd find a woman who doesn't care about or need the rest of the world around her, like I feel, and we could live a normal life together, without the need for everyone else and things would be great. I think its not going to happen though. I'm a rare breed. Its still a dream of mine though.
I have come to conclusion that this world hates me, the people hates me. When I’m walking people look at me with this disgusted looks. I don’t know why God cursed me like this, what did I do to deserve such life???
Anyways, right now I feel like dying. I have been thinking of killing myself but I don't see it happening because I just can't do it. I just don't know what to do man
Start small, man. You don't need to change everything about yourself overnight. What is it you want to change specifically?I'm a joke. I wasted 6 years of my life, and instead of doing something to fix myt problems I just sit like an idiot waiting for a miracle that never will happen. And I really don't know where to start changing this.
Started picking up German today. It's surprisingly sensible. I hope to know enough next week to spend a day talking to everyone in German.