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MikeyC

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Really depressed so I'm at the cinema right now. I'm on my own but I prefer this. I know I won't improve my mood but it's nice to break up the routine.
 
Really depressed so I'm at the cinema right now. I'm on my own but I prefer this. I know I won't improve my mood but it's nice to break up the routine.

It's good to be out and about when you're depressed, I've always found it to be somewhat mentally persuasive for a while.

I hope you enjoy the movie (also popcorn, so much popcorn as far as the eye can see.. and beyond~). What're you watching today?
 
For anyone like me who regularly pops a pill when you get a headache, its worth noting this recent research..."The new research, conducted by the UK’s National Institute for Health and Clinical Excellence (NICE) has found that ‘millions’ of people are in a vicious cycle of painkiller induced headaches"
Research suggests painkillers can actually cause headaches

That's quite interesting, actually. I hardly ever take painkillers (to prevent addiction), the headache would need to be quite bad. I always eat and drink something, and then I lay down to try and make it pass.

But this article is very interesting non the less. A clear warning sign, at the very least.
 
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Really depressed so I'm at the cinema right now. I'm on my own but I prefer this. I know I won't improve my mood but it's nice to break up the routine.

Even if it doesn't improve your mood, it's great that you've taken positive action. Being depressed usually means I lose the motivation to do anything, and not doing anything makes me more depressed.. so I lose motivation... more depressed.. ad infinitum. Well done for getting out and doing things.
 

MikeyC

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Cheers for the replies, guys and gals. Amp: yeah, I almost lost the motivation to go out, but I did it.

I still feel terrible, which is going to intensify because it's late and I'm not in bed. I did get popcorn and ice cream out of it, though.

I watched Taken 2. Also called Liam Neeson Fighting Way Too Many Guys But Tends To Live Anyway.
 

Swifty

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Today i was riding on my bike and the weather was great. It was foggy (really spooky), a bit windy and the sky was clear. And the smell of autumn was delicious.

Then i runned into a lady who i've met in the past. We had a small talk and it went great. Most of the time i say stupid things because i'm anxious, but this time i remained calm. I just said something when i felt like it.
 

takeheart

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I have come to conclusion that this world hates me, the people hates me. When I’m walking people look at me with this disgusted looks. I don’t know why God cursed me like this, what did I do to deserve such life???

Anyways, right now I feel like dying. I have been thinking of killing myself but I don't see it happening because I just can't do it. I just don't know what to do man
 

Beatmetrics

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sit back and wait to be courted....:cool:

Never give in to offers too quickly....if they want you they'll show you how far they are willing to go. If they don't give you a second thought then that's a sign of how long your relationship would have lasted in the first place.

"Oh no you don't! Im gonna make your as* work for this! Hmm! mmhmm thats right! lol
 
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I miss 90's music so much. I think everyone misses the music they grew up with. Memories :'(

I'm going out for a mandatory walk today. Have to pick up the little brother from school. I guess one of the things I like about winter is getting to wear gloves (even though I have to wear children's gloves... yeah...). Why can't I just wear gloves year-round? It might draw attention but at least no one would see my hideous hands :D
 
I'm a joke. I wasted 6 years of my life, and instead of doing something to fix myt problems I just sit like an idiot waiting for a miracle that never will happen. And I really don't know where to start changing this.
 

Gaucho

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that girl i was talking about didn't come, but I'm going to go to the same place for the entire week every day just for the case that I mite get lucky and she will come.
 

Chess

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Started picking up German today. It's surprisingly sensible. I hope to know enough next week to spend a day talking to everyone in German.
 

planemo

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I hoped one day I'd find a woman who doesn't care about or need the rest of the world around her, like I feel, and we could live a normal life together, without the need for everyone else and things would be great. I think its not going to happen though. I'm a rare breed. Its still a dream of mine though.

I feel the same, but i suppose as you say it's probably a lost cause. i guess if there are two souls who are so isolated, how would they get to meet each other in the first place.

I have come to conclusion that this world hates me, the people hates me. When I’m walking people look at me with this disgusted looks. I don’t know why God cursed me like this, what did I do to deserve such life???

Anyways, right now I feel like dying. I have been thinking of killing myself but I don't see it happening because I just can't do it. I just don't know what to do man

That sounds so similar to me. Hang in there and believe me, as I'm not just saying this, but I know how you feel.
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
I just got home from school and now have 25 minutes until. I have time to do, absolutely nothing, awesome! At least I was only at school for 8 hours with a 6 hour shift ahead of me. I can tell Wednesdays are going to be my new favorite day of the week :rolleyes:
 

Gaucho

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im scared that I'm never going to see this girl again. I probably won't see her again, but i can't stop thinking that she was the one. If I see her again at this place I'm going to open my mouth,a nd talk , even if I end mumbling like a 6 year old.
 

MikeyC

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I'm a joke. I wasted 6 years of my life, and instead of doing something to fix myt problems I just sit like an idiot waiting for a miracle that never will happen. And I really don't know where to start changing this.
Start small, man. You don't need to change everything about yourself overnight. What is it you want to change specifically?
 
There are times that I just don't wanna feel what I feel, so I spend it doing something that's meaningless... And I know it's nothing, but I keep doing it because the opposite is harder.. Life is hard, life is such a hard place for me right now.

I wish life is easier, I wish there's just someone in my life that knows how & what I'm supposed to do.

I wish someone can just snap me out of this misery and tell me to wake up and drag me out of bed and make me see the wonderful life that's supposed to be..

Sh**, I feel ashamed just thinking about this.
 
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