It's funny how I can overcome my SA just to conduct business, but when it comes to socializing with me peers, I retreat back to my shell like a hermit crab.
I'm wondering if someone knows what this means in better detail.. According to my last hearing test I have lost hearing in the higher frequencies 5m in one ear, 30m in the other.. What does this mean and how bad is it? I know where I did most of the damage, it was firing this monster without hearing protection.. I didn't have any, they knew I didn't have any and made no attempt to get me any. I fired several hundred rounds in one week.
Thank you :😛:
I haven't heard any ambulances in the street so I'm presuming it's all okay.
I'm hoping the most dangerous moment of the night will remain the moment when the baking parchment caught on fire in the oven. Fire is scary.
My face is so fat, it feels so gross. My thighs are fat and my stomach is fat. There is so much fat. How come if I hate how I look and I hate how fat I am, I still don't care enough to lose weight? It doesn't make sense. How come I can't care more about losing weight/being healthy than eating 10000 cookies?
They say people who have issues with eating too much have to deal with it for the rest of their lives. I am not sure how long I could actually live with these obsessive thoughts. Not more than a year or two, if it lasts for the rest my life, my life is going to be a short one.
I have thought about moving into my mom's basement and just like, never leaving the house for anything ever.
Edit: Top of the page again? Seriously? aeofhoauefao!
I can't sleep. It's almost 3am and my mom will probably be up in a couple of hours. She'll probably lecture me about my sleep management skills, or lack thereof. Whatevs. I can't force myself to sleep. It doesn't work like that for me.
I can't sleep. It's almost 3am and my mom will probably be up in a couple of hours. She'll probably lecture me about my sleep management skills, or lack thereof. Whatevs. I can't force myself to sleep. It doesn't work like that for me.
Australia is kind of like New Zealand, so I'm unsure if you'll like it here any more than NZ.
I know it is - but there is far better standard of living there, better weather - a bigger country. - which means maybe I will be able to find people I can identify with. I dont really like NZ all that much - leaving would be giving a giant middle finger to this society that simply doesnt sit right with me. If I had my way - I would move to a Scandinavian country - Norway or the Netherlands or somewhere like that. You know where people are friendly and actually care about each other.
I know it is - but there is far better standard of living there, better weather - a bigger country. - which means maybe I will be able to find people I can identify with. I dont really like NZ all that much - leaving would be giving a giant middle finger to this society that simply doesnt sit right with me. If I had my way - I would move to a Scandinavian country - Norway or the Netherlands or somewhere like that. You know where people are friendly and actually care about each other.
That would be awesome.
European countries would be good, but I agree that somewhere in Scandinavia would be perfect. Although it would be kind of cold for me.
Australia is bigger, but that doesn't equate that it's better. Our society is very similar to yours. You will have similar thoughts here. I hope that one day you can move to Europe somewhere.
shi tty as usual, 14 more days and ill be free,despite whatever happens, if i pass then good, if i fail in the exams like i expect, then fck it.
i wish i was good with the guitar and just go to a big city and play some on the streets, just like that, getting a few coins, and doing this for a few years.
i have to go to therapy or otherwise ill die like this.
European countries would be good, but I agree that somewhere in Scandinavia would be perfect. Although it would be kind of cold for me.
Australia is bigger, but that doesn't equate that it's better. Our society is very similar to yours. You will have similar thoughts here. I hope that one day you can move to Europe somewhere.
Perhaps - but we will see. In the meantime - more opportunity and a better quality of life will do for me. I will deal with the unfriendliness and coldness of society at a later point.
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