lonely_drummer
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and I just graduated to EXPERT, i guess Im getting good at this stuff huh?
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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Shyangel
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lonely_drummer
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Awesome job, Drummer.
I can just see the expertise spewing out of your posts.
Hehe, soon young padawan you shall become what I have become. I can feel the power, the strength, muahahahahaahaha
Aletheia
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Dude, you start some of the most interesting threads around here. Bring it on.
MsBuzzkillington
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I popped a bag of popcorn and there is only one kernel that is unpopped. It's even a tiny bit opened. How awesome is that?
MikeyC
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I see what they did there.
MaliceInWickedland
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I just burst out laughing at that and woke my mom up
My pissy mom senses are tingling...
Invisibleman
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Oh my f**K its 5:57AM why am I still up
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Since it was freezing out (and I want to try a low-cost/natural fridge), I decided to leave a bottle of water outside. It seems some of the water is still trapped inside.
I find ice/ice forming such a fascinating thing.
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Since it was freezing out (and I want to try a low-cost/natural fridge), I decided to leave a bottle of water outside. It seems some of the water is still trapped inside.
I find ice/ice forming such a fascinating thing.
I love the picture up the top of the page of the multi-coloured cat on the lap. LOL :
: The look on it's face!
MrJones
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You have a lot going for you ,Mrjones.
I wish you would look at all the positives instead of the negatives.
Your doing a heck of alot better then me, buddy.
Thank you both *hugs*
I feel like I'm just an attention wh**e who complains a lot >.<
this_portrait
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I baked lemon poppy seed muffins at around 2 in the morning. They look delicious, and I just had two of them and they taste pretty good, too. Kinda more lemony than the ones this cafe I go to serves, but still yummy!
MrJones
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So yesterday night I reunited the courage to finally go on cam on a chat and I stayed for a few hours. It was scary, but it was cool too, thanks to the awesome people that were there
Last night activity confirmed 2 things to me:
- Though those few slight symptoms of agoraphobia are turning into the proper disorder, I feel my social phobia is going better. I can post pics, I can go on cam, and irl I can talk to people more freely.
- I need people. I smiled last night several times, and the last time I did so it was last year, november or so. It's funny because people say that we need people in our lives, but also that we have to be able to live alone. I don't really understand it, but I don't think I'm strong enough to live alone for so long. I need and I want people in my life. People who are friendly and that care about me, and that I can do the same. I tried to care about people but people I know irl seem to not give a **** about me :: I guess that when they already have enough friends they don't want someone like me to bother them.
Last night activity confirmed 2 things to me:
- Though those few slight symptoms of agoraphobia are turning into the proper disorder, I feel my social phobia is going better. I can post pics, I can go on cam, and irl I can talk to people more freely.
- I need people. I smiled last night several times, and the last time I did so it was last year, november or so. It's funny because people say that we need people in our lives, but also that we have to be able to live alone. I don't really understand it, but I don't think I'm strong enough to live alone for so long. I need and I want people in my life. People who are friendly and that care about me, and that I can do the same. I tried to care about people but people I know irl seem to not give a **** about me :
: I guess that when they already have enough friends they don't want someone like me to bother them.I totally get it. You should know how often I bother my cat when I need some attention. Ever 60- 120 minutes at least.
I think everyone that has experienced loneliness gets that you're not really a bad person. It's just one of those things that get the better of you when they drag on.
MrJones
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That's why I need a cat :3
I do hope it gets better, because I know I started to be annoying time ago for some people >.< (not everyone, but some people already gave me hints that I should keep some things to myself lol)
Phoenixx
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this_portrait
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^
:3
o___o i want.
MrJones
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Aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww^
:3