Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

I had a day that started very bad and ended up as not bad at all, but it lacked the icing in the cake =/.

Arthur_Dent said: ↑

I had a day that started very bad and ended up as not bad at all, but it lacked the icing in the cake =/.

Well, I'm happy that things got better for you:)! Now, let's try to make tomorrow a better day, okay? But, now, you've got me wanting cake:rolleyes:.

.....I'm beginning to think some part of me likes being hurt.

DeadmanWalking said: ↑

.....I'm beginning to think some part of me likes being hurt.

Why would you say that? What's wrong?

MikeyC said: ↑

Why would you say that? What's wrong?

Well, as I attempt to not gross everyone out here, I keep poking this injury in my thumb nail with sharp things. I don't know why, but I feel compelled to do it. Some part of me enjoys doing it. And, I'm reminded of how, no matter how much a girl has rejected me, I still can't quit. Ohhhh, I'm on a long, pain-filled road.

DeadmanWalking said: ↑

Well, as I attempt to not gross everyone out here, I keep poking this injury in my thumb nail with sharp things. I don't know why, but I feel compelled to do it. Some part of me enjoys doing it. And, I'm reminded of how, no matter how much a girl has rejected me, I still can't quit. Ohhhh, I'm on a long, pain-filled road.

You're not the only one that prods painful spots. I do it, too, because it's somehow soothing. As long as the pain isn't shooting through you like a jolt of electricity, it can be relaxing in a morbid kind of way. Plus you're always aware of the pain so it's hard to leave it alone.

As for the female problems, yeah, that sucks, mate. I'm sharing that road, too, even though it's my own fault I'm on that road. Hopefully you find the freeway exit soon, my friend. 🙂

MikeyC said: ↑

As for the female problems, yeah, that sucks, mate. I'm sharing that road, too, even though it's my own fault I'm on that road. Hopefully you find the freeway exit soon, my friend. 🙂

It's both of our faults that we're on this road. It ain't pretty and it doesn't look like it will get pretty any time soon. Well, I'm sure that you'll find an exit:)!

I've done something I haven't done in a long long time...
I asked for something.
It doesn't feel good, really... I'd rather continue to say; "please don't 'get' me anything for Christmas. I don't need anything."
but I felt compelled to ask my brother for something specific since he visited last and said he'd get me a Wii; but I really don't need or want it that much...
so, I asked him for a used keyboard. A piano.
Like the one I sold years ago but cheaper - nothing fancy.
I'll get a nice KORG one day when I'm making the money to afford it.
...some day when I can actually feel inspired to want to play. Some day when I can enjoy playing... or enjoy anything, really.

I could use that.
I've been itching to play lately and computer programs aren't as satisfying as weighted (or even non weighted- I don't care!) keys.

...shhh!

DeadmanWalking said: ↑

It's both of our faults that we're on this road. It ain't pretty and it doesn't look like it will get pretty any time soon. Well, I'm sure that you'll find an exit:)!

Yeah, the road is poorly maintained and is full of potholes. Look out, a truck has spilled oil on the road ahead! Drive with caution!

My freeway exit will lead to another freeway for getting over my damn anxiety, and then the real exit will appear.

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

I've been itching to play lately and computer programs aren't as satisfying as weighted (or even non weighted- I don't care!) keys.

I feel the same about drums, so don't worry.

Don't feel bad about asking for something. I think you're entitled.

The last two days or so, I've been as depressed as ever, but I've been feeling more sexually charged. Is that normal? I wonder.

MikeyC said: ↑

The last two days or so, I've been as depressed as ever, but I've been feeling more sexually charged. Is that normal? I wonder.

Define normal

Sial Axetder said: ↑

Define normal

You make a good point.

Wheatley Puppet - YouTube

Hell. Yes.

^ Well, that will now enter my nightmares. What a weird little robot.

MikeyC said: ↑

You make a good point.

If it makes you feel better I'm always sexually charged 🙄

blackpuma said: ↑

Wheatley Puppet - YouTube

Hell. Yes.

^lol I think that is adorable!😀






I have to go out and buy xmas presents :🙁: I absolutely loathe trying to survive amongst the suffocating xmas crowds of people.

bsebring said: ↑

If it makes you feel better I'm always sexually charged 🙄

Haha, that doesn't help me at all! Maybe if you were here....

BlueDays said: ↑

I have to go out and buy xmas presents :🙁: I absolutely loathe trying to survive amongst the suffocating xmas crowds of people.

Yeah, I hear you. Luckily 600 new spaces opened at our local mall so that makes shopping a whole lot easier.

BlueDays said: ↑

I have to go out and buy xmas presents :🙁: I absolutely loathe trying to survive amongst the suffocating xmas crowds of people.

Well, have you gone shopping already? I think the stores should be more empty at this point since people have a bad habit of doing things at the last moment.

DeadmanWalking said: ↑

Well, have you gone shopping already? I think the stores should be more empty at this point since people have a bad habit of doing things at the last moment.

I live in a tourist destination. It's also school holidays over here at the moment so you have the whole place full to the brim with families on their Christmas vacations etc.
From now until New Years where I live is packed with people 24/7 :/