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I really need to leave facebook alone. Or at least cut my ties with anyone under 20. Im sick of the inconsiderate bull****.
I've been told I'm ugly several times, even by total strangers in the street. I know how it feels to see people laughing at you without knowing why. It hurts, of course, but I don't want to let it get over me. If you think surgery can help, go ahead, I hope you are happy with the results, but if I remeber well I think you posted some pics before and I wouldn't change a tiny bit of what I saw.I can't stand it anymore, those sickening emotions how people are towards me. Now i can see it with my sister too, i have no clue what's going on. I'm trying to be nice but heey! people still treat me like crap. Luckely i have 1 friend online who seem to care about me and i care about him. I hope to meet him in real, but other then that, **** everyone! Now my sister too, today i said hello a few times and she seem to ignore me. I just saw her wallet bij accident and there are pictures of people in it like my brother and father but not me, even in her room there aren't pictures of me. Ofcourse i know we never really get along but still, it hurts like hell. I'm so sick of everything. Even at work i have super nice co-workers and a nice job but somehow they always treat me different from anyone else. I can see it with guests too, they seem to get nervous around me especially with guys. When i say hi to some co-workers of mine they are not replying and even grin with the other people. Yeah, i am being treated like an ugly woman with no brain, a hopeless person. Luckely i stood up for myself and i could break connection with someone who doesn't seem to care about me. But yeah, i'm looking up for my surgery after being called ugly several times. And **** people who say i look decent when i talk about it. They have no idea since they still are like:''ew, stay away from me,,. I have tried to take first steps on guys and they all were annoyed by me. So i'm waiting for a guy to take the first step. Another thing i notice is how alot of guys tell me i look average on the internet, or say i'm okay looking but not the prettiest person. I know that they are honest but it still hurts. Not the fact that i want to be the prettiest person alive but just the fact that they say it which i actually not wanted to hear or asked for it. But heeey, there are a few things left which i can focus on like tropical rainforests, games, music etc. But at some point i can't stand it anymore. With my new job i make GOOD money so i hope to safe up lots of money to move away from here and start a new life. At this point i don't care anymore about how i'm treated, people can **** up. Even on this forum i feel awkward and i know we all do. I start to hate myself. The surgery is the only thing that keeps me alive, I'm willing to start ALL over again and start a new life. All i wish for.
One of the reasons why I don't have facebookI really need to leave facebook alone. Or at least cut my ties with anyone under 20. Im sick of the inconsiderate bull****.
I really need to leave facebook alone. Or at least cut my ties with anyone under 20. Im sick of the inconsiderate bull****.
I can't stand it anymore, those sickening emotions how people are towards me. Now i can see it with my sister too, i have no clue what's going on. I'm trying to be nice but heey! people still treat me like crap. Luckely i have 1 friend online who seem to care about me and i care about him. I hope to meet him in real, but other then that, **** everyone!
i'm thinking the cutoff should be 21
kidding people![]()
Possibly an unpopular opinion: I actually enjoyed FB more when it was just for college students.
I really need to leave facebook alone. Or at least cut my ties with anyone under 20. Im sick of the inconsiderate bull****.
thank god hospitals have wi-fi.
You're in the hospital?? I hope everything's okay?![]()
Another unsuccessful attempt at suicide.
This is getting ridiculous.
They nurses here think I'm funny though![]()
omg are you being serious?
how many attempts have you made? i truly hope after this last failed attempt you realize you are supposed to be alive and stop trying to change that.
What?Another unsuccessful attempt at suicide.
This is getting ridiculous.
They nurses here think I'm funny though![]()
What?
Please, remember that no matter how bad life can be, it can always be great! Things can be better with time, and you're very very young, don't try this again, please, things can be better, you have to try it hard, just give it more time...
Five or six times.
Another unsuccessful attempt at suicide.
This is getting ridiculous.
They nurses here think I'm funny though![]()