Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

[Miserum]

I am in a transitioning period in my life. Metamorphosis from a caterpillar into a Silverback Gorilla.

Out with the fucking stale old, in with the shiny new!

 

[Miserum]

 

[Miserum]

I feel some kind of indignation right now. In any case, woohoo for transitions!

 

[Phoenixx]

Only been awake an hour and found out the fridge isn't working, the propane to the fireplace ran out so I have no heat, and the dog ate my breakfast off the table meanwhile my mother is barking demands at me. Yep that's how today is starting and I'm ready to just jump in my car and leave for the whole day. FML.

 

[Miserum]

Only been awake an hour and found out the fridge isn't working, the propane to the fireplace ran out so I have no heat, and the dog ate my breakfast off the table meanwhile my mother is barking demands at me. Yep that's how today is starting and I'm ready to just jump in my car and leave for the whole day. FML.

Hakuna Matata

 

[PugofCrydee]

Only been awake an hour and found out the fridge isn't working, the propane to the fireplace ran out so I have no heat, and the dog ate my breakfast off the table meanwhile my mother is barking demands at me. Yep that's how today is starting and I'm ready to just jump in my car and leave for the whole day. FML.

At least you're not this guy

 

[Phoenixx]

Hakuna Matata

You sound like a guy I used to know. He would always say that if I mentioned any problems I was having... Maybe you ARE that person.

 

[Kiwong]

My mind is turned in a totally different direction, than just 2 years ago, when my every moment was filled with fear and pain. Life is good, I feel lucky, I am connecting better with people. Company is good, I like talking, I can relax and enjoy conversation, every moment of interaction is not not fearful.
I can laugh, forget myself, enjoy the moment. It's a pity it took me 20 years of hell to get here.

 

[Miserum]

You sound like a guy I used to know. He would always say that if I mentioned any problems I was having... Maybe you ARE that person.

I literally almost never say this. Someone else said it to me the other day, so I guess I picked it up. Maybe that person was the guy?













Of course, this is all a cover story. I am that guy.

 

[Miserum]

My mind is turned in a totally different direction, than just 2 years ago, when my every moment was filled with fear and pain. Life is good, I feel lucky, I am connecting better with people. Company is good, I like talking, I can relax and enjoy conversation, every moment of interaction is not not fearful.
I can laugh, forget myself, enjoy the moment. It's a pity it took me 20 years of hell to get here.

I am genuinely happy for you. I want to be right there with you (in spirit, not in some weird stalker way).

 

[Kiwong]

I am genuinely happy for you. I want to be right there with you (in spirit, not in some weird stalker way).

Maybe you will be where you want to be. It's not nirvana, but it is possible.

 

[Miserum]

Maybe you will be where you want to be. It's not nirvana, but it is possible.

What was the breaking point for you that changed everything for the better? Or was it a gradual process?

I feel like you might have gone over this before and I missed it, so apologies if I'm making you repeat yourself.

 

[PugofCrydee]

My mind is turned in a totally different direction, than just 2 years ago, when my every moment was filled with fear and pain. Life is good, I feel lucky, I am connecting better with people. Company is good, I like talking, I can relax and enjoy conversation, every moment of interaction is not not fearful.
I can laugh, forget myself, enjoy the moment. It's a pity it took me 20 years of hell to get here.

Unlike Miserum, I think I'd have fun stalking you

 

[Miserum]

Unlike Miserum, I think I'd have fun stalking you

Yeah @Kiwong, nothing to worry about here.

I mean, would you look at that face (points to Pug's avatar)? Totally the face of a non-malevolent and well-intentioned stalker.

Totally.

 

[PugofCrydee]

Would LOVE to live here ❤

 

[PugofCrydee]

Yeah @Kiwong, nothing to worry about here.

I mean, would you look at that face (points to Pug's avatar)? Totally the face of a non-malevolent and well-intentioned stalker.

Totally.

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[theoutsider]

Whats the name of the novel if I may ask?

Hi PugofCrydee. I'm really sorry but I'm not ready for that. I'd love for you to read it if you were interested but giving out the name of the novel would also lead to my actual name. One of the best things for me here is that I can detail my life and problems while maintaining a certain measure of anonymity. Please don't take it personally, but I'm just not ready for my name to be known here. Hope that makes sense.

 

[PugofCrydee]

Hi PugofCrydee. I'm really sorry but I'm not ready for that. I'd love for you to read it if you were interested but giving out the name of the novel would also lead to my actual name. One of the best things for me here is that I can detail my life and problems while maintaining a certain measure of anonymity. Please don't take it personally, but I'm just not ready for my name to be known here. Hope that makes sense.

Hey mate, yea I did consider that and its understandable. Im really impressed that you actually have a book published! Its a didtant dream of mine and most likely wont ever happen so..
Well done!