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PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
I like the new spw layout on my phone.
Its typing on my phone itself I don't like.. I spend that much time correcting typo's it drives me nuts o_O
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Another thing I really don't like is waiting for a phone call. I'm supposed to be recieving a phone call between 9:30am and 10:30am.
It's now 10:17am and still no call...:mad:
 
FountainandFairfax

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
I bought my mom's Christmas present two weeks ago... today she said she wanted a new coffee maker.

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Sarah_M

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My how life changes in an instant. I still don’t know how I feel about it in some ways, but I am happy. He makes me happy. I decided I would date my tutor after all in spite of the age difference. Surprisingly, everyone is being super supportive (including his mom who I thought would want my head on a spike because I am 8 years older). He doesn’t act his age - not at all. I have always been delayed, too, in terms of milestones (e.g. going to college, getting my driver’s license, first job etc.).

He told me that he had no desire to date anyone until he met me, I am the first woman he has asked out because he was never interested in anyone. Further, he revealed that he was going to stay my friend for years and then try to be with me again - he was never going to give up. That made me feel extremely special. I have always secretly wanted that. Then, today when we hung out, he gave me a foot and back massage and told me how beautiful and perfect I am all day. I have never had anyone treat me so well. He really is an incredible person and funny, too. When people try to get close to me, I always push them away, I am glad he stuck around because he thinks I’m worth it. I just feel thankful right now :)
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Sarah_M said:
My how life changes in an instant. I still don’t know how I feel about it in some ways, but I am happy. He makes me happy. I decided I would date my tutor after all in spite of the age difference. Surprisingly, everyone is being super supportive (including his mom who I thought would want my head on a spike because I am 8 years older). He doesn’t act his age - not at all. I have always been delayed, too, in terms of milestones (e.g. going to college, getting my driver’s license, first job etc.).

He told me that he had no desire to date anyone until he met me, I am the first woman he has asked out because he was never interested in anyone. Further, he revealed that he was going to stay my friend for years and then try to be with me again - he was never going to give up. That made me feel extremely special. I have always secretly wanted that. Then, today when we hung out, he gave me a foot and back massage and told me how beautiful and perfect I am all day. I have never had anyone treat me so well. He really is an incredible person and funny, too. When people try to get close to me, I always push them away, I am glad he stuck around because he thinks I’m worth it. I just feel thankful right now :)
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Glad for you Sarah! You deserve to be happy :)
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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Developing feelings for someone is unpleasant to me. I've thought a lot about those at work who were kind after my stroke, one lady in particular. It brings up a lot of uncomfortable feelings, an almost queasy sickness, and thoughts that will not switch off. Why are we geared like this? To become occupied by feelings that can make a fool of us?
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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Loneliness is a craving for connection. So I have begun to connect, which increases the craving. Which paradoxically if taken away creates lonliness. Company has been so painful for me that I never really craved it before so I haven't been lonely. But having experienced connection I become lonely when it evaporates
 
MollyBeGood

MollyBeGood

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Sarah_M said:
My how life changes in an instant. I still don’t know how I feel about it in some ways, but I am happy. He makes me happy. I decided I would date my tutor after all in spite of the age difference. Surprisingly, everyone is being super supportive (including his mom who I thought would want my head on a spike because I am 8 years older). He doesn’t act his age - not at all. I have always been delayed, too, in terms of milestones (e.g. going to college, getting my driver’s license, first job etc.).

He told me that he had no desire to date anyone until he met me, I am the first woman he has asked out because he was never interested in anyone. Further, he revealed that he was going to stay my friend for years and then try to be with me again - he was never going to give up. That made me feel extremely special. I have always secretly wanted that. Then, today when we hung out, he gave me a foot and back massage and told me how beautiful and perfect I am all day. I have never had anyone treat me so well. He really is an incredible person and funny, too. When people try to get close to me, I always push them away, I am glad he stuck around because he thinks I’m worth it. I just feel thankful right now :)
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So happy for you!!!
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Been hearing Rudolph the red nosed reindeer a lot and what a strange song it is..

Someone who is different is excluded socially. Then, because their leader picked him and gets a job the others "love" him.

Thats some weird demented s h i t.

Pretty much describes our society really.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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Writing some aussie lyrics for the song Kumbayah

Fair suck of the sav, my Lord
Kumba flamin lah.
Someones whingin lord, Kumba flamin lah.
Someones bludgin lord Kumba flamin lah.
Oh lord Kumba flamin lah.
 
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