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I'm just sitting here, drinking my 5 dollar coffee and planning my fictional wedding - I love how lame I am lol.

Sarah_M said: ↑

I'm just sitting here, drinking my 5 dollar coffee and planning my fictional wedding - I love how lame I am lol.

So do you want to get married & have babies then? :question:

F0AM said: ↑

THIS IS SO REAL! haha

PC broken
-Me: Oh no!! what am i going to do without all my games now?!! Why are you doing this to me God? just end me!!

PC fixed
-Also me: All this games are garbage, **** this piece of junk!

Ha ha ha!

We're just a bunch of malcontents. 😀

theslowesthand said: ↑

So do you want to get married & have babies then? :question:

Very badly, yes, but I need a male suitor first. However when (or if) it happens, I'll know exactly what I want. I already have a lot picked out lol.

Sarah_M said: ↑

Very badly, yes, but I need a male suitor first. However when (or if) it happens, I'll know exactly what I want. I already have a lot picked out lol.

Well, good luck finding your male suitor.
I take it you know what your ideal man is like; just make sure you aim your arrow a little bit lower (than fantasy). :thumbup:

Like a child learning to write agaib

Kiwong said: ↑

Like a child learning to write agaib

Hang in there, Kiwong. 🙁

Even within the sanctuary one still finds the same painful problems that drove them away from the mainstream.

We are not so different from those that we run from.

I'm out of coffee creamer.

#woepants

Of fantails, i am a fan.

Damn I wish I could escape now.

Into one of my favorite books, games or movies ideally.

Fking hate this existence.
The situation I'm in. The place I'm in.

Im completely comfortable within myself, its just the rest of the world.

I'm a misfit.

PugofCrydee said: ↑

Damn I wish I could escape now.

Into one of my favorite books, games or movies ideally.

Truly immersive virtual-reality can't get here fast enough.

FountainandFairfax said: ↑

Truly immersive virtual-reality can't get here fast enough.

Definitely Fountain!

FountainandFairfax said: ↑

Truly immersive virtual-reality can't get here fast enough.

Sadly, I don't think the Elite would ever allow it to be affordable - therefore easily accessible - for the average man.
Too many people with miserable lives would NEVER want to LEAVE the virtual-reality world.
The Elite will never allow something to completely occupy the time of the masses. The Elite need them to continue being their obedient, busy little worker-bees, for their corporations.

BlueDays said: ↑

Sadly, I don't think the Elite would ever allow it to be affordable - therefore easily accessible - for the average man.
Too many people with miserable lives would NEVER want to LEAVE the virtual-reality world.
The Elite will never allow something to completely occupy the time of the masses. The Elite need them to continue being their obedient, busy little worker-bees, for their corporations.

There you r, i was wondering where you were, welcome back!

BlueDays said: ↑

Sadly, I don't think the Elite would ever allow it to be affordable - therefore easily accessible - for the average man.
Too many people with miserable lives would NEVER want to LEAVE the virtual-reality world.
The Elite will never allow something to completely occupy the time of the masses. The Elite need them to continue being their obedient, busy little worker-bees, for their corporations.

Making it affordable sounds like it'd make it the perfect business for a corporation. 😀

I worry I may be on the path to hermitism. I guess if I were able to live a happy life that way it wouldn't be awful, but I imagine I wouldn't. The thing is I don't think I hate the world or all the people in it, it's just when I'm out around other people I see a reflection of myself and I just feel so ugly when I see it. It's not my anxiety or my nervousness or awkwardness or depression or any of those things, those are things I wouldn't fault other people for and I don't fault myself for. It's "normal" people stuff like being rude or inconsiderate or thoughtless or selfish or petty or proud or stubborn or childish that I hate seeing in myself. And for some reason, I only really see it in myself when I am out in the world. When I recluse myself from the world, I don't see those qualities as prominently.

vj288 said: ↑

I worry I may be on the path to hermitism. I guess if I were able to live a happy life that way it wouldn't be awful, but I imagine I wouldn't. The thing is I don't think I hate the world or all the people in it, it's just when I'm out around other people I see a reflection of myself and I just feel so ugly when I see it. It's not my anxiety or my nervousness or awkwardness or depression or any of those things, those are things I wouldn't fault other people for and I don't fault myself for. It's "normal" people stuff like being rude or inconsiderate or thoughtless or selfish or petty or proud or stubborn or childish that I hate seeing in myself. And for some reason, I only really see it in myself when I am out in the world. When I recluse myself from the world, I don't see those qualities as prominently.

I can relate.

This can be the "beauty" of human interaction too though, if you let it.

Being around people can teach you a lot about yourself and nope it ain't all good unfortunately. I am like you-I don't need to know I am the most stubborn mule of a human but I will be faced with that in an intimate relationship. Then I will have to learn too that I am also a very patient person and actually very a forgiving person-.those things I wouldn't know if I was sitting alone by myself and those are good qualities.

It is so very tempting to be a hermit because like you said nobody is there to challenge you/reflect your behavior so it's easier in a ton of ways, but in the end, I don't think you grow at all as a human...you just stagnate. I think we are here to learn and grow together ultimately. As painful as that can be.

I'm pensively optimistic, things seem to be looking up.