Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
F*CK SAKE!! Nothing in my life seems to ever go right! :kickingmyself:
As if all the wimmin in my immediate family acting like a cross between spoiled, braty teenage girls and that scene in Rise of the Planet of the Apes where the apes go mental and cause mayhem in San Francisco wasn't stressful enough to deal with.
Now, some c*nt on eBay is refusing to refund me for a £100 pair of Beats headphones that I purchased, which appear to have gotten lost in transit. :thumbdown: Even they accused me of being unfair for referring the dispute to eBay, themselves.
What a f*ckin' clunge monkey! h:
As if all the wimmin in my immediate family acting like a cross between spoiled, braty teenage girls and that scene in Rise of the Planet of the Apes where the apes go mental and cause mayhem in San Francisco wasn't stressful enough to deal with.
Now, some c*nt on eBay is refusing to refund me for a £100 pair of Beats headphones that I purchased, which appear to have gotten lost in transit. :thumbdown: Even they accused me of being unfair for referring the dispute to eBay, themselves.
What a f*ckin' clunge monkey! h:
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
I've noticed lately that my default assumption when someone says something nice is that they are either kidding, they have ulterior motives, or they mean well but don't know what they are talking about. When did I become so cynical that the idea of someone genuinely doing something nice feels so out of the ordinary?
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
That's always my default as well. But hey when ye grow-up being told yer useless, like I did, someone saying something genuinely nice to or about you tends to be a bit jarring. I instantly start question the sincerity of the remark, telling myself that can't possibly mean it. :idontknow:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Being honest n' genuine gets ya nowhere in today's world. Or it certainly seems that way. :idontknow:
Or, mibbe, I'm just have the misfortune of having fake, dishonest c*nts in my life? :question: :thumbdown: Can't choose who yer related to sadly. :sad:
Or, mibbe, I'm just have the misfortune of having fake, dishonest c*nts in my life? :question: :thumbdown: Can't choose who yer related to sadly. :sad:
Hot_Tamale
Well-known member
And when I turn the tables on them by being a lying and/or cheating a-hole, all of a sudden apparently I'm the spawn of Satan. Do you want me to be too nice to you so you can take advantage of me or do you want a lying, cheating person to point the finger at?
I'm too nice to people. I was on OKCupid for a whole year and that's the vibe I got in not all, but the majority of my conversations.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Nothing that you say will release you
Nothing that you pray would forgive you
Nothing's what your words mean to me
Something that you did will destroy me
Something that you said will stay with me long after you are dead and gone
Nothing that you pray would forgive you
Nothing's what your words mean to me
Something that you did will destroy me
Something that you said will stay with me long after you are dead and gone
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
That's the main reason why I tend to quite guarded with people these days.
Cuz as soon as they notice I can't bring myself to an arsehole, I'll get taken advantage of.
I learnt that the hard way in the last year with my family. :thumbdown:
theslowesthand
Banned
HAVE I improved myself over the past ~15-20 years? yes, I think I have. But I'm sure I could have improved more. I just didn't know HOW to.
theslowesthand
Banned
I still essentially feel like that freak of the past, undeserving of any respect, to be "viciously attacked" at any moment, around any corner. Those experiences haunt me deep down to this day. That is why, to this day, i still avoid the "big bad world". And i have payed DEARLY for having this avoidance - i have paid with my hapiness, my very sanity in fact. :sad:
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
P is for Pangolin.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
First thought: Awww, thank f*ck! I'm not alone in feeling that way about life.
:bowing:Second thought: That's been my life for the past f*ckin' month! Shite! :kickingmyself: :sad:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
F*CK SAKE!! Nothing in my life seems to ever go right! :kickingmyself:
Now, some c*nt on eBay is refusing to refund me for a £100 pair of Beats headphones that I purchased, which appear to have gotten lost in transit. Even they accused me of being unfair for referring the dispute to eBay, themselves.
Well, after 2 weeks of being avoided like a... F*ck it! If anyone can finish that simile, have at it. Anyway, I finally got my hundred quid refund from the eBay seller.
theslowesthand
Banned
Well, after 2 weeks of being avoided like a plague :question:
I often think similar thoughts. It just feels so good to do so! (even tho strictly speaking it is irrational, hehe)
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
erfect: Well, I'm not being irrational when I say nothing goes right in my life. Just stating a fact, sadly. :sad:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Awww... FOR F*CK... SAKE! :kickingmyself: Ah could just sit in a corner n' greet. This, in other words: :crying:
Ah cannae take this much longer. :sad: In fact, I'd bet money on me being dead before 2017 ends, the way things are going at the moment. Now I get why Gordon Ramsay is always getting pissed off when chefs messing up food on Hell's Kitchen
Also, short of being profoundly f*cking deaf, how does someone miss hear another person asking them to do something, if the person who's asking is just inches away from ye, and spoke clearly? How?! :alone:
Ah cannae take this much longer. :sad: In fact, I'd bet money on me being dead before 2017 ends, the way things are going at the moment. Now I get why Gordon Ramsay is always getting pissed off when chefs messing up food on Hell's Kitchen
Also, short of being profoundly f*cking deaf, how does someone miss hear another person asking them to do something, if the person who's asking is just inches away from ye, and spoke clearly? How?! :alone:
AtTheGates
Banned
These films are really interesting
"The goal of the film was to reach past language, nationality, religion and politics and speak to the inner viewer."
About Baraka | The official site for the films SAMSARA and BARAKA
"The goal of the film was to reach past language, nationality, religion and politics and speak to the inner viewer."
About Baraka | The official site for the films SAMSARA and BARAKA
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AtTheGates
Banned
Women can be just as shallow as men and vice versa ...idk why some people can't look past superficial/surface-level stuff.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWJ1whArJe0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWJ1whArJe0
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theslowesthand
Banned
I've forgotten how useful porn (& photos of women in general) is for me.
It's LIKE they are "giving" themselves to me; ie i virtually have their love/affection & body/sex. I don't get any of this stuff from the real world, and i seem to need it, from time to time ... so WHY NOT, eh. I mean, that's what these pictures are for, to give men (& some women) what they have a need for - it fills a real need. It's even more essential for guys like me, who are unable to date or otherwise find women company in the real world; it's like a lifeboat in that sense. Okay, so it's not real women company, but you can imagine it to be, so in essence it is.
It's LIKE they are "giving" themselves to me; ie i virtually have their love/affection & body/sex. I don't get any of this stuff from the real world, and i seem to need it, from time to time ... so WHY NOT, eh. I mean, that's what these pictures are for, to give men (& some women) what they have a need for - it fills a real need. It's even more essential for guys like me, who are unable to date or otherwise find women company in the real world; it's like a lifeboat in that sense. Okay, so it's not real women company, but you can imagine it to be, so in essence it is.
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