Just a few more days to know if I got into the master's degree I applied for. I think there aren't many people applying for it so I should be fine. If I don't enter in the first stage, people that got in might choose to do a different degree instead and as such I could take their place, but I hope it doesn't come to that.
My god, I can't believe it. Has this really happened? I'm in a happy shock. The paper I was 100% absolutely positively beyond a doubt convinced would be far less than an A was............
...........an A. I got an A. I stayed up all night, well over 12 hours straight, panicked and miserable and embarrassed it was such poor quality, and I braced myself for a C or D, and instead I get my professor praising my critical writing style 😮 Blown. Away. I don't feel I deserve it at all. I was so exhausted and I barely remember what I even wrote.
And he's a demanding professor! Someone pinch me. Must've been someone else's paper. Can I cry? Okay I'll stop now it's probably annoying 😀
Thinking about going to this dinner with people who also like anime. I don't know any of them, but they're all in this group that was created a couple of months ago. It's a city-specific group since there aren't any anime-related groups here. Anyway, the dinner is next week but if I want to go I have to say it today so they can make the reservation.
I'm getting cold feet though, I want to go but I'm afraid it'll be terrible. I haven't been around people with the same interests as me since I was 11, I don't know how I will act around them. I will also have to sort of lie to my mum, she'll ask me where I'm going and I'll tell her I'm having dinner with some university friends. No one knows I like anime and if I told anyone I'd be seen as the manchild who likes to watch children cartoons.
I know watching children cartoons is fine, but that's only if you're socially successful and a good looking guy or girl. Besides, I have this old classmate who everyone knows watches anime, and all of my friends make fun of her. I mean, she does exaggerates with the whole cosplay and "kawaii xD" stuff but if I tell people I like anime, I'll be associated to people like her.
Mustered up the courage to send a message to the guys organising the dinner that I wanted to go, and also told my mum I might have a dinner this Saturday. However, the dinner ended up being cancelled because there weren't many people going (less than 5, I think we were 4). Sucks, because I actually wanted something with few people. Oh well, at least I tried.
Mustered up the courage to send a message to the guys organising the dinner that I wanted to go, and also told my mum I might have a dinner this Saturday. However, the dinner ended up being cancelled because there weren't many people going (less than 5, I think we were 4). Sucks, because I actually wanted something with few people. Oh well, at least I tried.
I wanted to get my hair cut before the day of that dinner. My dad usually takes me to the barber shop. Is it a coincidence that my dad cancelled our appointment a few hours before the dinner was cancelled? Now I don't really need to cut my hair before Saturday, it can wait a few more days.
Funny thing is, this sort of coincidence happens to me all the time.
Two of my sisters pronounce "horrible" as "hoarible" and "horror" as "hoarer" and I say "hawrible" and "hawrer" and they think I'm weird for it. How did this happen? We did grow up together 🤨
One of those sisters says "berries" as "bearies." Strange.