Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

Flanscho

Flanscho

Well-known member
So that girl I have a crush on told me yesterday that she intends to go to some very kinky party, with a guestlist of only 20 people, and that she'd like it if I'd join her. And I replied that I have to think about that. Because she's in a relationship right now, and so what can be done with her on such a party is somewhat limited. And I don't know any of the other people, though she stressed that they're nice. Then she told me that she would ask the best friend of mine (who I know since more than a decade) whether she'd join as well. That best of friend of mine is also in a relationship, but that one ain't monogamous. And whether I'd come along if that best friend of mine would join.

Well, that was unexpected. I don't know what to think about that. If she'd single, the girl I have a crush on, I'd most likely say "sure" and join, even though I'd be very nervous. But with her in monogamous relationship on such a party? That's... weird.

So I don't know yet what to do.
 
dottie

dottie

Well-known member
30738772b38170466ff5688e6df49aa7.jpg
 
Opaline

Opaline

1
I made a big decision today that I'm not proud of but I felt like had to be done. Actually I'm pretty embarrassed about it. But I take comfort in knowing it isn't just because of my own issues - half of the equation is someone else and I have plenty of evidence to support this; I don't think it's mere rationalization on my part. It was insanity.
 
Last edited:
R

Raichel

Well-known member
Where's KiaKaha? Haven't seem him in ages. Really enjoyed reading his posts on here, even though some of them sparked some controversy, I found his posts to always be well-put and thought through.
 
R

Raichel

Well-known member
Flanscho said:
So that girl I have a crush on told me yesterday that she intends to go to some very kinky party, with a guestlist of only 20 people, and that she'd like it if I'd join her. But with her in monogamous relationship on such a party? That's... weird.
Click to expand...

Not to be a party pooper, but sounds like you're setting yourself up for trouble there...

Opaline said:
I made a big decision today that I'm not proud of but I felt like had to be done.
Click to expand...

OH I KNOW, YOU DELETED YOUR CUTE BABY DUCK AVATAR! ...that does make me a little bit sad. :(
 
Last edited:
Flanscho

Flanscho

Well-known member
Raichel said:
Not to be a party pooper, but sounds like you're setting yourself up for trouble there...
Click to expand...

I guess trouble would be the wrong word. I think the worst that could happen would be disappointment. But I'm tending not to join the party. At least not this time, when I don't know the people at all.




Well, in other news: I decided to have a birthday party this year (which is more about spending an afternoon and evening with playing board games). So I asked first those friends I really care about, to see whether they'd like to join, and to find a date where all five of those have time.

So now I got the replies and found a date. Today I've set up online an event for this, and invited those 5 very close friends plus five other good friends. I think ten is a nice number. The five very close ones will most likely attent, and some of the others, so I guess we are about 7 or 8 people in total.

This will be the first party I'll organize myself and have at my place. Though, as said, party is the wrong word. I don't like parties. I like board games though, and many of my friends do. :) I'm a bit nervous on how that will work out. But it's still a month until then.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

Well-known member
Raichel said:
Where's KiaKaha? Haven't seem him in ages. Really enjoyed reading his posts on here, even though some of them sparked some controversy, I found his posts to always be well-put and thought through.
Click to expand...
He's not here anymore, but I keep in some touch with him outside of here.

I made a chocolate mud cake and my dad ate the last piece I was going to have. I'm raging, I tell you. Raging!

Or maybe I can channel that rage and make another one. :D
 
J

jc972

1
MikeyC said:
He's not here anymore, but I keep in some touch with him outside of here.

I made a chocolate mud cake and my dad ate the last piece I was going to have. I'm raging, I tell you. Raging!

Or maybe I can channel that rage and make another one. :D
Click to expand...

OOH that sounds delicious!
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

1
BlackPuma said:
After the vet gave us some strong pain killers she started eating again. But it's too late I'm afraid, she is too far gone.

When she was at the vet a month ago they took blood for ana.lysis and she was fine, she just had a stomach thing. Today they took blood again and now there was a ton of things wrong with her. Her teeth are rotten, and she has lost nearly all her weight. The best they could do was ease her pain. Non of us really saw it coming, and by the time we even knew something was wrong it was already too late.

The pain killers are strong enough to get her through the weekend without much pain so everyone can say goodbye, but on Monday she being put down.
Click to expand...

I'm so sorry!
 
J

jaim38

Well-known member
I am tired of getting invites from clubs like "The National Society of Leadership and Success", aka Sigma Alpha Pi. I get so many letters from them repeating the same old thing such as "Society membership is a valuable asset to your professional resume and a life changing personal development tool." How is this any different from the National Honor Society that I joined in high school? I had to pay money to join, then volunteer 50+ hours. What did I get out of it? Nothing! These clubs are not useful or helpful to me. I felt like i wasted money and time.
 
Opaline

Opaline

1
COFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I think I've found just the right amount that satisfies and yet doesn't make me too jittery. It's about half a regular size cup or mug, so my guess would be about 4 oz. :thinking: I could measure it but it probably will differ in its effect each time anyway due to the inexact measurement of the water and grounds. Yep.

I'm probably late to the game but I've found that just about any syrup you'd put on ice cream tastes good in coffee. Chocolate milk syrup, caramel syrup, hot fudge... Hooray for coffee creations!

I can't believe I never touched the stuff just six months ago.
 
BlackPuma

BlackPuma

1
I'm so glad summer is over. Despite some recent tragedy, I've been feeling really good ever since it started raining and blowing.

I'm really looking forward to the upcoming 6 months just because of the weather.
 
BlackPuma

BlackPuma

1
superfluouslyme said:
I'm so sorry!
Click to expand...

It's okay. By the end she was dripping all kinds of puss out of her mouth. Were it not for the pain killers she would've been in inhumane pain. Being the person that gave her the pain killers and cleaned her mouth, I'm just glad she isn't suffering any more. I can take comfort in that.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top