I think my existential crisis is gone now, even though I didn't really solve anything. I'm just going to let things happen, and when it's time for me to make a decision about which path to follow, I'll worry about it then.
Other than that, I'm trying to study for 3 exams but I can't stay on it for long apparently. I either start too late or stop too early. I never got past the 3 hours a day barrier, and I don't even have classes or anything to take up my time.
A day and a half left for the first exam and I feel like I can get ready for it in the meantime, I already did most of the work. Then I'll have 4 days before the other two (one on the 6th, the other on the 7th). I feel like I won't have to study much for the first because I already had an exam but it didn't go very well (I overestimated the time I had). The second one though seems like it's a lot of material to cover in the time I have. I already studied for one test (about 30% of all the material), but it was back in November and that test didn't go very well. If I don't get it done now I can only try again in September, and I don't really want that to happen because I'm expecting to start a new chapter of my life before then (basically my life after getting my degree, which I can't do if I still have one subject left to do).
This doesn't bother me during the day (and so I continue to procrastinate) but when I'm trying to sleep it just keeps me awake.